Monday, December 31, 2007

2007

okay so ililista ko lahat ng naalala ko sa 2007.hahahaha

  • graduation. thank God i graduated with honors. it was a grrrrrreat surprise.
  • elite 2007 and sandiwa. maaaaaaaan i miss you. and sa sandiwa ko unang naramdaman na may kwenta akong leader.....
  • pero sa sandiwa rin ako deretsahang nasumbatan na wala akong kwenta.haha
  • matinong investi![haha sorry nakita ko kasi yung folder ng investi natin...hahaha]
  • pumasa ng UP,Ateneo at UST. YEY!
  • shet pumasok sa admu!
  • shet pumasok sa M.E.
  • SHET natanggal sa M.E.
  • [2008::SHET babalik sa M.E.]
  • T5!!!
  • lunchmatesssssssssss :)
  • sir minaaaaaaaaaaa
  • tan gana
  • si ANO.hahahaha
  • this was the year na iniyakan ko ang dalawa kong kaibigan sa fear na mawawala sila. si TETE, [remember?] at si ODI. [...]
  • SANTOL PATROLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
  • kaibigan sa simula palang....aw man.
  • eto yung taon na ilang beses akong nagkasakit,man!
  • SIR EGAY
  • battle scar ko sa kaliwang arm...
  • kuliti ko sa kaliwang mata...
  • FRIEDRICHHHHHH[my camera.haha]
  • mga tula
  • panahon na nawalan ako ng pag-asa...
  • PANAHON na bumalik ang vision ko at passion for life...
  • first time na may nag-attempt manligaw.NAKS.
  • nagpadiretso ako ng buhok...
  • may plano na ang bahay namin.
  • nasali ako sa isang matinong publikasyon
  • nagkaron ako ng chance na parang anlapit ko na sa pangarap ko
  • tas hindi pala
  • first time kong maramdaman na masaya ako sa ginagawa ko
  • DL,yey.
  • first super close crush.awwwwwwwwwwwwww.[di naman nya to mababasa e.haha]
  • wala nakong maalala susme

so there.haha i'm fired up for 2008 kasi nung mga huling linggo sobrang down ako PERO HINDI NA NGAYOON! waha. bigyan nyo nga lang ako pera...pati load inuutang ko nalang....HAHAHAH

[gusto ko nung librong Seeing by Jose Saramago.pabili naman o.... hahahaha.asa nalang]

Sunday, December 30, 2007

wala lang

astig e. personality test. might be my last post for the year :)

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

aw,swak e.haha

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Saturday, December 29, 2007

susme

gising pako.

2.30 na.

sana di ako mahuli na gising pa.hahaha

Friday, December 28, 2007

hindi ako naninilip

upang malinawan ang isang matandang kasabihan at pati na rin ang aking [non-existent] reputation::

it's either i have this,

Staphylococcal blepharitis

Staphlycoccal blepharitis is a type of external eye inflammation. As with dandruff, it is usually asymptomatic until the disease progresses. As it progresses, the sufferer begins to notice a foreign body sensation, matting of the lashes, and burning. Usually, the primary care physician will prescribe topical antibiotics for staphylococcal blepharitis. Unfortunately this is not an effective treatment.

This ailment can sometimes lead to a chalazion or a stye.[1]

or this,

Posterior blepharitis or Rosacea associated blepharitis

The most common type of blepharitis is often found in people with a rosacea skin type. The oil glands in the lid (meibomian glands) secrete a modified oil which leads to inflammation at the gland openings which are found at the edge of the lid.

basta alam ko,blepharitis. haha. it's not contagious, nor deadleeh. haha. there. i have nothing better to do kaya nagresearch [o eff.research.paper?die.] ako. haha :)

Thursday, December 27, 2007

sorry sabaw.

naisip mo na ba,ikaw na tao e namamanipula ng mga linya?

sa daan, sa cr, sa jeep, sa kama, sa lahat.

In Euclidean geometry, exactly one line can be found that passes through any two points...

mula pagkabata.

blue-to-blue. red-to-blue. form one line. arms forward.

hanggang sa pagkabinata't dalaga.

pero lalong-lalo na sa pagtanda.

sa mismong papel nga, importanteng importante ang mga linya.

lalo na yung nasa baba.

pero walang kwenta ang linyang iyon kung walang mga kurba.

pero linya parin yun.

A line can be described as an infinitely thin, infinitely long, perfectly straight curve (the term curve in mathematics includes "straight curves").

at iyong mga kurbang iyon ang magpapagalaw ng tao

at ng mga isip nila.

at paiikut-ikutin ng isang "infinitely thin, infinitely long, perfectly straight curve" ang buhay ng mga nagsasabing pinakamataas na uri ng hayop.

kung iisipin mo.maski ang tawag sa pag-inog sa mundo,

binase sa linya.

kaya tao::

tao ka nga. e linya ka ba?

*

di ko alam tawag dito.ano ba to?hahaha.di naman to tula.di rin isang joke. di rin naman isang kwento. ah alam ko na,isang thought. [oooooooh.hahahhaha]

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

rotfc

rolling on the floor crying.

wea corny.

pero %^^&!*%#!))@#!*#&^@* how could i be so stupeeeeeeeeeeehd.

:|
[school stuff.]

ang tae talaga. dahil dyan daanan niyo nalang devart ko. click here.

Monday, December 24, 2007

tulad ng mga tala

[some wishful thinking...kailangan ko lang hanapin ang sarili ko.]

Sa pagnanais ng katahimikan ako’y umupo sa semento sa may harapan ng aming bahay. Aking sinilip ang mga talang hindi nahihiya at hindi kinukubli ng mga ulap. Mainit ang panahon at hindi ito tulad ng mga gabi ng mga nakaraang pasko. Wala kang mararamdaman na pagnanais yumakap ng unan o uminon ng mainit na tsokolate. Ngunit umupo pa rin ako—sa nag-iisang malamig na bagay maliban sa aking puso, ang semento.

Matagal ko na siyang hindi nakakausap at nakakamusta. Bagamat madalas ko siyang nakikita at nakakasama sa paaralan, sa bahay, maging sa dyip na aking sinasakyan pauwi. Mula pa pagkabata ay magkasama na kami. Paminsan-minsa’y nawawalay kami sa isa’t isa ngunit iba ngayon; iba ang gabing ito.

Bago pa ako malunod sa mga alaala at alikabok ng inuupuang semento, dumating siya. “Matagal na kitang ‘di nakakausap a. Halika nga’t umupo ka. Kailangan kita rito,” ani ko sa kanya. Umupo naman siya at pinaunlakan ang aking imbitasyon.

Sinindihan ang unang kandila ng adbiyento—ang kandila ng pag-asa.

Wala pa ring nagbago sa kanya. Siyam pa rin ang nunal niya sa kanang kamay, kulot ang buhok at sobrang payat. Kumikinang ang mga nakasabit na ilaw sa kisame ng labas ng aming bahay sa kanyang bilugang mga mata. Matalas ang mga iyon tumingin at natahimik lamang ako sa lakas ng kanyang dating. Iyon ang mga matang malayo kung makatanaw. Iyon ang mga matang nakilala kong ginawa nang may pag-asa. Iyon ang mga matang hindi ko nakitang mamatayan ng apoy.

Nakimi lang kami nang ilang minuto habang ang kanyang mga matang may lakas ng hindi ko malamang pwersa ay tinitignan ako nang parang nangungutya.

Sinindihan ang pangalawang kandila ng adbiyento—ang kandila ng daan.

“Saan ka nanggaling?” ang una kong tanong sa kanya nang sumobra na sa sampung minuto ang aming katahimikan. Matipid niyang isinagot ang, “sa tabi-tabi lang”. Matahimik siyang tao. Hind tulad ko na kinailangan pang pagsabihan upang maipreno ang humaharurot na bibig. Ika nga nila ay malalim ang tahimik na ilog. Siya iyon, at hindi ako. Marami siyang bagay na itinatago sa kanyang kalooban. Mga bagay na hindi mo aakalaing naro’n pala. Mga bagay na puno ng buhay at pag-asa. Mga bagay na matagal ko nang hinahanap at sa kanya ko lamang natatagpuan.

Sinindihan ang ikatlong kandila ng adbiyento—ang kandila ng kaligayahan.

Inulit ko sa kanya ang tanong, “Saan ka ba talaga nanggaling?” “Narito na ako. Wala na sigurong kwenta ang kung saan ako nanggaling o paano ako nawala” ang paliwanag niya sa akin. At hinawakan niya ang aking kamay. Ang kanyang kamay na may init ng ligaya.

May mga inilabas siya. Isang aklat The long road of dreams ang pamagat. “Naalala mo ito?” tanong niya sa’kin. Oo, naalala ko iyon. Ang aklat na naglalaman ng mga pangarap niya. Ipinakita niya sa akin ang makakapal na tisyu, size 4, pilas ng mga notebook, bond paper at lahat na ata ng papel sa mundo. Mga tula niya ang nakasulat doon. Ang kanyang mga ideya, pananaw at paniniwala na sinubukang isulat at itali sa papel. “Nababasa ko ang tingin sa iyong mga mata,” bulong niya sa akin. “hindi lamang ito akin kundi sa’yo rin.”

At bigla na lamang siyang nawala. Ngunit ramdam ko ang init ng kanyang kamay, layo ng tanaw at himig ng katahimikan.

Naglaho ang manipis na linya ng panahong naghiwalay sa’ming dalawa.

Sinindihan ang huling kandila ng adbiyento—ang kandila ng kapayapaan.

Sa pagnanais ng katahimikan ay hinanap ko siya. At nakita. At aking naalala na siya ay ako at ako ay siya. Marahil sa bilis ng panahon ay aking nakaligtaan kung sino ako, kung sino siya. Marahil naiwan ko ang aking sarili sa kung saan na aking nadaanan. Marahil tulad ng mga tala ay naikubli lamang ang aking pagkatao ng mga ulap. Mali lang siguro ang tingin ko. Ngunit wala nang kwenta kung saan ito nanggaling o kung paano nawala. Ang mahalaga ay narito siya sa akin at naroon ako sa kanya.

full of crap.

or maybe not. i know it's christmas so if you all just wanna hear about all the good stuff then stop and read this some other time.

but maybe then this will have no meaning at all to me anymore.

anyway. i know that it is so late for me to wish for something but maybe when i write about it and people can read and know about it then it'd come true. i don't know what's happening to me right now; i feel so lost, i don't know why. it's just that i cannot even remember why i was living the day before this and the other and the other. i feel i have no purpose right now. not like before. i'm missing my old self. i couldn't see the future and stuff that i want to do and words that i want to say. i can't get in touch with myself. i just wish, not only for christmas, that i can regain my consciousness, my vision, the fire in my heart. because really, now i feel so cold and empty and blank. i need my dreams. please give them back.

Friday, December 21, 2007

mula sa kiko machine

ni manix abrera [sorry tinatamad iupload yung mismong strip]

panel one::
guy one:: pre, if there's a will, there's a way!
guy two::true!

panel two::
....
....

panel three::
guy one:: pero ngayon distorted na e...there's the way, where's the will?
guy two::rak en rol!

ooooooh~ philosophical! love it.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

haha

just had to share this. so today was quite a sunny day cause i feel better now [!!!] :D so parang ang saya saya kong umuwi tas nung asa eskinita na ako, may kapitbahay kaming nagdidilig ng halaman sa kabilang bakod.so sige.di nya ko nakita. at saktong nabasa ako so parang,taena.pero sige.haha.tuloy pa rin.natawa nalang ako.haha.wala lang:D

Friday, December 14, 2007

a sick post. haha

okay so went to the doctor [yes, finalleeeeeeh] and guess what. i have bronchitis. acute,that is. sabi sa infirmary nung una "almost bronchitis" lang.haha. but now it is bronchitis na talaga. i have to take antibiotics and nebulize thrice a day and stuff, but yey. I LIVED and i still will till the end of mill[enium.sorry.nagrhyme e.hahaha] so dear friends, do take your vitamins and don't stay too close to me. hahaha. on the downside, ang kuliti ko ay narito pa rin.di ko pa sya napatanggal dahil walang doktor kanina :( sooooo. yea. that's all.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

deliryo

habang gumugulong ang mga salita mula sa aking dila, hindi ko namamalayang tumatakbo na pala ang mga sinasabi ko mula sa'king isipan. nawawalan ng kontrol sa mga bagay-bagay hanggang ang mga tao sa paligid ay hindi na'ko maintindihan. sa sakit ng ulo, inakala kong ambulansya ang paparating na tunog ngunit nang dumating ang hikbi sa dulo ng mahabang "waaang", nahuli ko. bata lang pala. batang umiiyak. batang may kasiguruhan sa nadarama. batang hindi umiikot sa ulo ang lahat ng pwedeng umikot na parang karambola. batang alam niya kung bakit siya umiiyak. batang alam kung bakit masakit. batang di nagdidiliryo. batang di gaya ko.

sorry kinailangan ko lang magpost ng something.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

:)) :| :( :((

ako:: ate.ansakit ng katawan ko. kain na tayo please para makainom na ko ng gamot.

ate:: e nagluluto palang e...

....

ate:: ay uminom ka na ng gamot. sabi ni john lloyd, kahit walang laman ang tiyan okay.

tatawa na sana ako kaso sobrang sakit ng katawan ko. hahaha

Friday, December 7, 2007

my other poem on love

[para lang matabunan yung supot kong soneta. hahaha. wrote this for heights,di natanggap,malamang. hahaha]

Nakatikim ka na ba ng coke na sobrang lamig? Yung tipong kahit walang yelo e ayos na? Yung tipong mismong bote yung nagyeyelo? Yung tipong humahagod sa lalamunan at masakit sa ilong pag dumighay ka? Ako oo, at iyon ang pinakamalapit na bagay na nagawa ko sa paglalasing. Masakit uminom ng coke na sobrang lamig. Parang tinutusok ang dila mo, ngalangala at lalamunan. Mararamdaman mo ring puputok na ang iyong tiyan sa hangin.

Ang pag-inom ng coke ang pinakamalapit na bagay na nagawa ko sa pag-ibig.

Masarap, kahit masakit. Gusto mo pa ring inumin kahit na alam mong mangingiwi ka sa bawat lagok. Sa katunayan isang lagok nga lang ang kaya ko sa bawat pag-inom.

Masarap ang coke na sobrang lamig.

Masakit ang coke na sobrang lamig.


sonnet 143

[supot ang title,mas supot pa ang tula.wahahaha. lit homework.]

I thought love was created to annoy
like a cricket in one of those sleepless nights,
like a baby wailing just to get that toy
till you want it gone from your sight.

I thought love was made to make you sad
like when your lollipop broke into pieces
when it was something you never had
and you'll have to wait, till you're this close to madness.

I thought love was something evil
like darkness that creeps in the way of your door,
like spiders and webs and soot on the sill,
you'll want more of more, and more.

i think of love always with a was,
for now i know it's nothing like in the past.



wahahaha.supot talaga e.makagawa nga ng tagalog na tula tungkol sa pag-ibig.pambawi?hahaha

no english for monday.

yep. for en12r46, no english on monday, december 10. deadline of bibliography on wedenesday,dec13.but submit still your minor essay2 on monday in maam's pigeonhole. pakisabi sa iba :)

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may show si manny pacquiao at chris tiu sa gma. :-O

"tik-tik-tik-man ang kamaoooooo"

hahahaha

Thursday, December 6, 2007

sa libing ng isang pangarap

wala namang kakaiba sa libing ng isang pangarap. itim pa rin naman ang madalas na kulay ng suot; may paminsang pag-usbong ng puti pero dilim ang talagang kulay ng araw na iyon.

wala namang mahalagang taong sumusulpot sa libing ng isang pangarap. tanging ang may-ari at ang ilang mga alaalang kasama ng pangarap.

hindi naisusulat sa pahayagan ang isang libing ng pangarap kaya naman walang mga reporter, walng maiiingay at walang mga ilaw mula sa gahiganteng camera.

walang araw sa tuwing inililibing ang pangarap. kaya naman sa libing ng isang pangarap ay mayroong lamig: lamig na maski ang init ng luha sa pagdampi nito sa mukha ay hindi madarama; lamig na maski ang panahon ay titigil sa pagtakbo; lamig na magdadala ng iba pang kamatayan.

wala namang kakaiba sa libing ng isang pangarap. walang bago. walang kahit ano. at higit sa lahat walang mga salita na makahuhuli sa tunay na emosyon, kulay, init o lamig, tunog, amoy at kung ano pa sa libing ng isang pangarap.
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matagal ko nang gustong isulat to pero walang oras. tapos nabigyan kami ng pagkakataon sa fil12 na magsulat ng kahit ano. yey sir nori. finally naipost ko na :)) sorry kung abrupt yung dulo. i know i wrote a better ending for this only we had to fill up the whole inter pad till the back part so nung "natapos" ko na sya sa unang beses na pagsusulat, kinailangan kong i-correction tape yung original ending at habaan sya. sana magustuhan nyo. sa mga dreamers out there, alam ko kung ano ang pakiramdam ng mamamatayan-na-ako-ng-pangarap moment. haha. kaya ko ito naisulat.

Monday, December 3, 2007

ang hirap

pag di maintindihan ng tao ang nadarama
pag nagparinig ka na at lahat-lahat
pag nangangati ang kuliti sa mata mo
(at wala silang masabi kundi uhhuh)
pag di nila kilala si pepe smith
pag di nila alam yung npc mural
(na sana ang may alam itaas ang kamay
same goes for pepe smith)
pag di ka kinakausap nang matino
pag di ka narinig ng jeepney driver na estudyante ka
(kahit pa naka-id ka na't may bag na malaki)
pag may yelo ka sa kaliwang kamay
(at may limang windows ng ym na kinakausap)


pag naubusan ka na ng ililista
(sa listahang wala namang kwenta)

Sunday, December 2, 2007

my lover

My lover’s bod is nothing like the mountains; charcoal is way lighter than, or at least as fair as his skin. If he were a rockstar he’d pass for Pepe Smith’s twin, though his voice is no deeper than a puddle on the street. He is a great shampoo commercial model, only he is always shown in the Before part. He has a nose nothing like Mayon’s form; his biceps even smaller than the modern day one-peso pandesal; his face far bumpier than the road next to ours. If eyes be windows to one’s soul, then I guess his soul hoarded webs and dust, and has never seen light. And yet if you search a hundred times over, you will find out with much surprise that everyone to my lover’s love has no compare.




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hahaha. lit homework. so really, i don't have a lover. but this wasn't pure fiction. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

speaking of love, i just remembered, thanks to odilon, that i have a passion for toys and that i want to own this toy store ala Landes&Hobbes. and i'll name it.....


wag nalang.hahaha.baka may magnakaw. well, it's not the most creative name ever but yea. hahaha. only jessie ericta knows the name, and i don't have any clue if she even remembers.


do you,jessie? hahaha :)
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happy birthday Angela P. Anastacio :)
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let's all pray for the people hurt today, especially Leon Caguioa, Dondon Lucenario, Knight Roderos, Edward dela Vega, Tito Ben Caguioa, and Joey Carlos. i know i never knew you personally, but still.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

nahihilo na'ko...

pag minsan wala ka nang maintindihan...at wala nang makakapitan...

di ko na alam kung anong dapat maramdaman sa mga nangyayari sa pilipinas.

Monday, November 26, 2007

ang kapangyarihan ng salita

hindi ko alam
kung ano ang tinutukoy nila
noong sabihing
mag-ingat sa pananalita.

isang palasong tutuhog
sa puso ninuman
ang mga salitang
may poot sa paggamit,
matulis at maganit.

ngunit bakit sa tuwing
isusulat ko
ang kung anumang nasasaisip,
hindi nila nahuhuli
o lumalapit man lang [na parang limit,hehe]
sa tunay na ibig sabihin
at totoong damdamin.

anong malay n'yo
kung gaano kasakit
at kadilim
ng galit ko ngayon
sa mundong ito

o di naman kaya'y
anong saya--
gumugulong na'ko sa ligaya
at tumatalon-talon
dahil sa tuwang nadarama?

kaya't di ko maintindihan
kung paanong sa tindi......................



di ko matapos ang tula sa sobrang inis. sa susunod nalang siguro.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

holy shizz

alam niyo bang mahirap maging magulan?hahaha. wala lang. wala sina inay at itay, 15-18 days sila mawawala. sa unang araw na wala sila, nagfamily day kami ni niels. oo,kaming dalawa lang. hahaha. tapos sa unang gabi na wala sila, umiyak naman si nathan. sa ikalawang araw naman na wala sila, PANSIT kami all the way sa tanghalian. wahahaha. wala lang. so ayun. gawaan pa ng artikulo di ko alam kung pa'no ako makadidiskarte kasi hanggang 4.30 araw-araw ang klase ko so after-class parati ang interview. e kawawa naman ang mga maiiiwan dito sa bahay pag late ako umuwi. hayayayay. wish us luck, thanks :)



p.s. miss ko na si nanay, wala nakong kinukurot sa bahay :( tapos inaayawan pa ko ng mga madalas kong kurutin, i.e. igo, roxy, jourdan [maki,walang makurot sayo e. :)) ]

Friday, November 23, 2007

dahil ang pinakamagagandang tula ay hindi kailanman maitatala

bagamat pilitin kong
isulat kayo
at hulihin ang kaibuturan
ng inyong mga kalul'wa,
mukhang di ko kaya,
aking mga musa.

pagkat ang pinakamagagandang tula
ay hindi kailanman maitatala
wag sanang magtampo,
umalis...
mawaglit sa 'king isip.

na kahit sa 'king mumunting alaala
na lamang kayo magpunyagi
at mabigyang katarungan
ang inyong ganda.

na kahit walang makarinig,
walang makakita,
walang makaramdam,
alam ko sa 'king sarili
na minsa'y may mga tula
na 'di kailanman maitatala.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

ang hangganang ito

nilulunod ako ng hangganang ito;
'di ko alam kung sa'n nga ba ako nanggaling.
ayokong tignan ang mga pinagdaanan pagkat
ni hindi ko alam kung tunay silang naganap

hindi ko alam kung anong ikatatakot--
parehong madilim
at parehong nilulunod ako
ng kawalang-kalinawan
ng nasa harap at nasa likod

kung bakit ba sa dulo pa kailangan
mag-alinlangan
at magtaka kung may katotohanan
pa ang mga nangyari, ang mga sinabi

marahil ay titigil ako
dito sa hangganang ito--
sa pagitan ng kinatatakutan kong
nasa harap at likod ko.

dito nalang ako'y kukubli,
uupo, magbabakasakali.

Friday, November 9, 2007

erkay.

since most of you prolly saw this, i'm just gonna post my month. go get the whole thing from cha or kim clarete or someone.hahaha

MAY = SEXY [ kaching! you hit the jackpot! NOOT. :| ]
-Suave and compromising. [ ah eh. ]
-Funny and humorous. [ corny raw ako e. :)) ]
-Stubborn. [ ermyeah? ]
-Very talkative. [ HAHAHAHA. true. ]
-Calm and cool. [ hah? course :> ]
-Kind and sympathetic. [ YEHES. kind. koko, kind? hahaha. ]
-Concerned and detailed.
-Loyal.
-Does work well with others. [ talaga? ]
-Very confident. [ siguro :)) ]
-An awesome kisser. [ not yet proven. naks! hahaha. ]
-Sensitive. [ ha? ]
-A very goodawsomee girlfriend/boyfriend. [ still not proven :)) ]
-Amazing Smile. [ :D ]
-Positive Attitude. [ yes. ]
-Thinking generous. [ yes. ]
-Good memory. [ yes,according to therese long. ]
-Clever and knowledgeable.
-Loves to look for information. [ chismosa? =)) ]
-Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. [ pwede rin. ]
-Able to motivate oneself and others. [ er.yea? ]
-Understanding.
-Fun to be around. [ yea, i know. people kill each other just to be with me :)) not. ]
-Outgoing. [ yes. ]
-Hyper. [ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. no. joke, yes.(yuck pati comment ko dito hyper. =)) ]
-Has All The Characteristics of John Carrico [ HAH? sorry di kita kilala. wait lang i-google lang kita................................................................ang hirap hanapin a.........................................................................................okay whatever. kung sino ka man, hi! hahahah ]
-Bubbly personality. [ bubblybubblybubble. labo. :| ]
-Suductive. [astig, SUDUCTIVE ako. wahahahahaha. anong ibig sabihin ng SUDUCTIVE? haha ]
-Boy/girl crazy. [ ha?eh? ]
-Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. [ sports, no. music, yea. leisure, yesss. traveling, yesss. ]
-Super sexy. [ OO NA NGA E! =)) ]
-Extremley hot but has brains. [ yea, baby :> (lahat naman may brain a... :)) ) ]
-If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days. [ so eon we're very much alike? haha :> walang crushable ngayon e :| ]



hahaha.ang sabaw nito :|

Thursday, November 8, 2007

i can't believe it.

it sucks when you're in the middle of something you really hate. if any of you could remember, i hate the traits of Filipinos trying to establish a connection with people to get certain benefits. ugh. UGH. stop it, please. okay, so i know someone na nagkasakit tas my parents really had to force me to write this message to a busmate nung highschool cause her dad's attending to the one na maysakit. ugh ugh. it just sucked.

tonight :)

by fm static

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I say
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

nostalgic ba?

High School Survey

1. Bakit ka nahuhuli sa pila bago mag-flag ceremonies?
--- ganu'n talaga pag officer. [yehes! haha. nakaka-miss din pala. :))]

2. Anong fave mong bilhin sa canteen?
---- turon.

3 . Na-guidance/principal's/csde office ka na ba?
---- yes if routine guidance interviews count.

4. Sinong fave teacher mo doon?
---- miss aniago.

5. Sinong HATEST teacher mo nmn?
---- :-"

6 . San ka usually tumatambay? Why?
---- wait. ang hirap alalahanin a. sa MMA ata.

7 . What's your most unforgettable experience?
---- marami. unang pumasok sa isipan ko yung nalaglag ako sa bus dahil lumakas yung hangin. SERIOUSLY.

8. Most unforgettable anything in HS?
---- mga tao.

9 . Varsity?
---- varsity water girl. haha. wala e.

10 . Sinong una mong nakilala sa highschool mo?
---- si allison dela cruz ata.

11 . Sino-sino mga kabarkada mo nung HS?
---- sa pagkakaalam ko sina jescia, alex, mia, keishia, nicki, jojo, tete, jill

12 . Nami-miss mo na ba yung uniform mo?
-- medyo. KAMI LANG KASI ANG MAGANDA ANG UNIFORM. supot na yung iba. hahaha

13. Ilang beses mo nang nawawala ung ID mo?
---- nawala na hindi na talaga nahanap?never.

14. Favorite teacher's quotable quote?
---- "bakit ang mga lolo e laging tumatango at ang mga lola, laging umiiling?" ang may alam ng sagot, itaas ang kamay :>

1 5 . Most unforgettable person/persons? Why?
---- everyone. cause they made the experience memorable.

1 6 . Kelan sa tingin mo dadating ang yearbook?
---- meron na. O HA? hahahaha

17 . I-describe ang mukha mo sa gradpic.
---- di ko kamukha, at mas mataba kaysa personal.

18 . Anong binibili mo sa labas tuwing uwian?
---- rock and roll sandwich ng Karakuch? hahahah

19. Nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa school?
---- nah...

20. Nangarag ka ba sa updating/paghaha bol sa projects?
---- course.

21 . Anong unang-una mong ginawa right after graduation?
---- nagtawag ng Sandiwa para kumanta kami sa podium stage.

22 . Ano naman ang papel mo sa Intrams?
---- cheering to bord ever since first year!

23 . Favorite Janitor/Janitress?
---- manong bebot, yea.

24. Did you regert going to hs?
---- nope. :)

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

broke my heart.

may mga bagay na pinararamdam sa atin ang mga pinakamatitinding damdamin-- matinding galit na nais mong sumigaw, umaapaw na saya na di mo mapigilang ngumiti, at sobrang kalungkutan na natatahimik ka nalang--walang mga luaha, walang mga salita, walang kung anuman. sa panahon ng matinding kalungkutan, naranasan kong hindi gumalaw, hindi makinig sa kung ano, hindi makadama. hayaan nyong ipakita ko sa inyo ang isang bagay na nagdala sakin ng matinding kalungkutan--kalungkutan sa kanyang kinahantungan at sa lahat ng mga bagay na karugtong nito ::

Girl who killed self lamented family’s poverty in diary
By Nico Alconaba
Inquirer
Last updated 10:00pm (Mla time) 11/07/2007

DAVAO CITY, Philippines -- A 12-year-old girl, who became despondent over her family’s poverty, hanged herself inside their makeshift house a day after her father told her he could not give her the P100 she needed for a school project.

Using a thin nylon rope, 12-year-old Mariannet Amper hanged herself in the afternoon of November 2. She was a sixth grader at the Maa Central Elementary School.

Her father, Isabelo, 49, who was out of job as a construction worker, said Mariannet asked him for P100 which she needed for school projects, on the night of November 1. He told his daughter that he did not have the money yet but he would ask his wife if she could get some money for her. The morning after, however, he was able to get a P1,000 cash advance for a construction work on a downtown chapel.

By the time he got home, Mariannet already lay dead.

"Duda nako nga tungod ni sa kalisod namo (I suspect that she did it because of our situation)," Isabelo said.

Going through Mariannet's things, her parents saw her school "talaarawan" or diary.

In her October 5 entry, Mariannet wrote: "Parang isang buwan na kaming absent. Hindi na kasi nakin (sic) binibilang ang absent ko. Hindi ko namalayan na malapit na pala ang Pasko." [It feels as if we’ve been absent for a month. They’re not counting my absences anymore. I just realized that Christmas is just around the corner.]

Isabelo recalled that in that week, Mariannet skipped school as they did not have money for her food and transportation allowance.

"We did not have any money and I didn't want Mariannet and her younger brother (Reynald) to walk to school," he said in Bisaya.

But Isabelo clarified that Mariannet was absent for only three days. "For her, three days was like one month," he said.

On October 14, Mariannet wrote in her diary: "Hindi kami nakapagsimba dahil wala kaming pamasahe at nilalagnat pa ang aking tatay kaya nanglaba na lang kami ng aking nanay." [We were not able to hear mass because we did not have fare money and my dad was sick with fever. So, my mom and I just washed clothes.]

Along with her diary, the Ampers also discovered a letter Mariannet wrote for the GMA 7 television program "Wish Ko Lang [I just Wish]."

"Gusto ko po sana magkaroon ng bagong sapatos at bag at hanapbuhay para sa nanay at tatay ko. Wala kasing hanapbuhay ang tatay at nagpa-extra extra lamang ang aking nanay sa paglalaba," she said in her "Wish Ko Lang" letter. [I wish for new shoes, a bag and jobs for my mother and father. My dad does not have a job and my mom just gets laundry jobs.]

"Gusto ko na makatapos ako sa pag-aaral at gustong-gusto ko na makabili ng bagong bike," she added. [I would like to finish my schooling and I would like very much to buy a new bike.]

That letter, apparently written while Mariannet was still 11 years old, was never sent to "Wish Ko Lang."

"We never knew that our daughter had dreams for us," Isabelo said.

Isabelo's wife, Magdalena, works part-time "repacking" odong and misua in a nearby factory, earning at least P50 a day. She also does laundry jobs on the side, receiving P100 to P150.

Isabelo, on the other hand, is in and out of work.

"I'm already old, no one would want to hire me," he said.

The Ampers live in a hillside community at the back of the Yñiguez Subdivision in Maa District. They do not have electricity and water supply.

Of the seven children, only Mariannet and Reynald are left with their parents as most are grown up and have families of their own.

Even with only two children left to feed, the Ampers still have a hard time surviving.

A neighbor said that even in this "mostly poor" neighborhood, the Ampers were being discriminated against.

"Ayaw makipaglaro ng ibang bata sa kanila dahil madudungis daw sila," the neighbor said. [The other kids do not want to play with them because they’re dirty.]

"Mahirap na nga sila, ni-reject pa ng ibang kapitbahay," she added. [They’re poor and they’re rejected by their neighbors.]
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naisip kong sana may aksyon nang magawa para sa kahirapan talaga. ilang Manette pa ba ang mawawalan ng pag-asa para sa bayan na 'to? natakot tuloy ako na baka ako balang araw ay mawalan ng pag-asa. tulungan natin ang bansang hindi mawalan nito. kung pwede ko lang isigaw na, kapit lang kayo dyan e gagawin ko kaso maging ako ay nahihirapan nang kumapit. sa kabilang dako, isang magandang bagay na may 'gimik' ngayong linggo, bagamat malamang-lamang e hindi ako makapupunta. so kung kayo ay libre sa linggo, sali na kayo rito. simple lang naman e, punta kayo sa manila bay para panoorin ang sunset. magsuot ng blue :) [isang proyekto ng RockEd]

and i semi-quote Tado [yes,the funny guy with long hair, as he announces this event]:

"punta tayo dun para panoorin ang sunset kasi kung wala ka nang masabi at blahblahblah
(he really said blahblahblah.hahaha), itapon nalang natin sa araw na palubog at umasa tayong pagsikat nya bukas ay may masasabi sya sa'tin."

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

whot.

siguro naman may kahinaan ang mga taong mukhang wala--na sila pala ang kailangang pangalagaan bagamat inaakalang di na nila ito kailangan.

okay,enough about the emoness shiz. let's get onto the bitchy stuff. today we enrolled and right when we were about to leave, when we already paid, when we are HAPPY WITH OUR SCHEDULES someone would come up to us, basic people in ma18 that we have to take ma19 instead of ma18b. why does this spell shiznit all over? well, we already knew that we'd take ma19 but aisis offered us with only ma18b. also, we were already done with the enrollment and we had to go back to escaler hall and shizzamingly change our frickin' BEAUTIFULLY ARRANGED schedules to something screwed. next, we have to take a subject [ma19] which is not part of the curriculum. talk about wasting time, money and effin efforts. third, we are now soooooooooooo lagging behind the regulars! why do they have to do this to us? just because we failed the first two long tests we're treated like this? just because we're careless in those tests we have to go from escaler to ctc back and forth? just because [FINE] we're not as intelligent as the regulars we have to go through this?



okay, maybe that was too much but still! :| now i have to stay every single day till 4:30 in the afternoon. talk about being high school once more. SHIZZAM. this is so YAGIT.


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Monday, November 5, 2007

you just have to read this :))

or maybe not. haha

okay. so back in junior year, we had a seatwork in chemistry [ did it with therese lansangan-long ] wherein we have to match our answers [ i.e. subscripts of compounds and whatnot ] to a code our teacher gave us. one item's answer was proboscis. its description was 'bornean monkey' so we didn't give a damn about it then. since we're not that good in chem, we messed up our answers and formed titix instead.

now i was reading this adult magazine [ don't ask why. ] and i saw the picture of the monkey, proboscis. here's a picture of one::


HAHAHAHAHAHA. tell me what's wrong with the picture. hahahahahahahaha

alright, for those who just can't get it, let me share with you the description the adult mag gave about the monkey. [ this isn't a direct quote. ]
"proboscis is a monkey with a SCROTUM as its nose to attract the opposite sex"

now if you still don't get it, ewan ko nalang. :)) and titix pa talaga yung nabuo namin e. wahahahahaahahaha

Sunday, November 4, 2007

kinikilig ako, sorry.

di dahil sa pag-ibig.haha. malapit na ang pasko, bord! :) yihee~ hahaha. tsaka yung milagro ng fil at lit,hanep! loveeeeht.hahahaha. thank you Lord :> and malapit na dumating yung cam. haha. tapos ayos pa yung nov.3. so ano na?manlilibre na bako? HAHAHA. joke lang. i'm broke. ohmy guess what, i saw a deck of cards na 4x6 sinches ang laki. DAMN. i want that. could you buy me that pag may nakita kayong binebenta? please :) thanks. hahahaha

HOLY PEOPLE and everyone else.

*entirely copied from lois madrid.haha ::

okay, GAME TIME :D
hey, got load? sure you do!
support your school, support our school, support AGLAIA!
2 schools are up for the wildcard position: SHS and St. Paul Makati

ok ok here we go:
text SSB3 [space] POLL [space] H2 to 9977

easy enough right? good!

voting starts november 6 and ends november 13

okay! lets do this, text the night away!
got nothing to do? VOTE :D
bored? VOTE :D
dont get the lesson in school? VOTE! :D [kidding... not really XD]
main point: VOOOOOTTTTE!!!
you know you want to vote :>

thank you, God Bless.

WE DEFINITELY NEED YOUR SUPPORT : )

Thursday, November 1, 2007

whose idea was it,anyway?

:|

may mga bagay na sobrang excited ka about pero di lang talaga maintindihan ng mundo at wala kang mahanap na mababahaginang tao at iiwanan ka lang nila at di mo na magagawa ang mga bagay na yun cause you just can't do it by yourself.

i just can't do this by myself.

and then you lose all the enthusiasm you have for that thing because no one's there to help you,man.


this is so crazy i'm ranting and ranting ranting all day long.



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whose idea was it,anyway?

Saturday, October 27, 2007

tama,tama.

do read this. i would love to emphasize the parts that hit me the most, but then i would be underlining every single sentence in this column.

Protest to power
By Patricia Evangelista
Inquirer
Last updated 03:45am (Mla time) 10/28/2007

MANILA, Philippines—President Macapagal-Arroyo has spoken.

“Let us now all pray, reflect and join hands to make the Estrada pardon a powerful force for righteousness, compassion, healing, national stability and advancement. The people deserve peace, order and political and economic stability. We have been through many upheavals. The people deserve a stable government and economic progress. That is what they are getting now,” Ms Arroyo said.

The decision to grant former President Joseph Ejercito Estrada pardon was a move that caused Ms Arroyo great agony for all of 30 minutes. In the end, she looked to the Bible for inspiration. Perhaps the President wandered into Matthew’s parable of the unmerciful servant—the luckless man who was forgiven and yet chose not to forgive. And so his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed. “This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart.” And it would be reasonable to see the logic of the President’s action—after all, with an administration knee-deep in corruption scandals, bribery charges, accusations of cheating and human rights violations, forgiving a fellow culprit sets a precedent for future forgiveness.

Yet forgiveness is an interesting thing, as Bishop Joseph Butler says, a “forswearing of resentment,” a “resolute overcoming of anger and hatred.” It requires, among other things, repentance—an admission that injury was done, an acknowledgement of responsibility and regret, and a promise of change. The prodigal son, after all, had to run home to throw himself at his father’s mercy.

Even Estrada’s champion, Cebu Archbishop Ricardo Cardinal Vidal, who signature is affixed to a letter pleading for his pardon, preaches that while “God’s mercy is boundless for repentant sinners,” Estrada “must first acknowledge his sins, seek forgiveness and make amends for damages done.” Even by the standards of the Bible, by which Arroyo swears, Estrada’s pardon falls flat.

There has been no attempt at repentance from Estrada. Just yesterday, Estrada announced to a 3,000-strong in San Juan that he has never been corrupt, in spite of the Sandiganbayan decision that convicted him of plunder beyond reasonable doubt. “The verdict of our people and history is far more important to me than [that of] any court of this land,” he announced.

Acting Justice Secretary Agnes Devanadera said Estrada’s acceptance of the pardon was tantamount to an admission of his being guilty of plunder. “I see it as a matter of semantics. In ordinary life, would you ask for pardon if you do not recognize your guilt?” she said.

But it isn’t forgiveness Erap wants; it is freedom. That is what pardon is for him. Just last month, after the guilty verdict, he claimed that he was prepared to face the charges, and that “my personal freedom is no longer important.” And yet today he is a free man. He withdrew his petition for reconsideration not because he repented, but because he wanted to be free. Before leaving his Tanay detention-home, Estrada said: “There is no substitute for freedom.” And so he is back, and as Lanao del Norte Rep. Vicente Belmonte said, “Estrada can still be a kingmaker.”

Yet even that bastion of Catholic morality, the Catholic Bishops’ Conference of the Philippines, in a recent statement, asked where justice is in the pardon granted to Estrada, when so many with lesser crimes and less power breathe the stench of crowded jail cells. And this is why pardon, although within the President’s power, is an insult to the Filipino people. The law exists to make possible the functioning of civilized life. That there are men who can rape 5-year-old girls in this country essentially means that left on its own, civilization isn’t at all that civilized. It is the law that sets the most basic requirements of humanity, and it is the fear of punishment that enforces that law. Without punishment, laws essentially become toothless dragons, all sound and fury without the ability to deter or deny. So forgive, by all means, but punish too. As Thomas Hobbes says, it is the only way to keep civilization safe.

Estrada’s pardon, no matter how many ways it is explained, is essentially the triumph of power and influence over law. There are still 70-year-old men in the city’s jails. There are men whose mothers have died without seeing their sons. There are men who have stolen purses worth far less than one of Estrada’s meals, but their punishments have no reprieves from magnanimous presidents. This is not what justice should be, power should be no reason for lady justice to flip up her blindfold. It sends out one message—impunity for those in power.

In the face of this mockery of forgiveness, there is a reason for resentment. According to sociologists Murphy and Hampton, the primary value defended by resentment is self-respect. A person who does not resent moral injuries done to him is almost necessarily a person lacking in self-respect. The land of the free has been forced to spread its legs for a mustached criminal with a pompadour, and then rewards that same man with a handshake and a kiss. So he walks away with a smirk, the same way so many of the men and women who violated the country have, so much so that rape is something we expect. So we rail at the pinpricks, condemn the Malu Fernandezes, petition the producers of “Desperate Housewives,” in the hope that we can get some of that lost dignity. And that’s well and good, it proves we’re still alive—but are doctors and OFWs the only people we’re willing to stand up for?

By all means, let us resent—resent the moral injury against the country, resent the arrogance that assumes we are so lacking in ego that we care nothing for our dignity. Resentment is both a protest against injustice and a defense of self-respect. We’re the battered wives who take every blow and forgive the drunken louts who smile at us the next morning. We’re the admiring crowd that steps aside for the tall woman with a thousand shoes. What Nietzsche says applies to the Filipino—here, forgiveness is a vice, not a virtue.

This pardon does not mean stability, or healing, or justice. It is Estrada’s middle finger shoved up the country’s collective consciousness, but it’s happened so often that it feels almost normal.


may be purely coincidental...

but nonetheless, astig. haha. medyo sakto sakin,sainyo ba? :) got this from cha.

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach

February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake

March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk

May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach

June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite

August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk

September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake

November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite

December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass:

A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.


If you are an Ape:

Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy; you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

If you are a Slug:

Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach:

Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to a void a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all his or hers!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful…

If you are a Parasite:

An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk:

You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Bullfrog:

You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love.

  • happy-go-lucky? yes.
  • spread cheer wherever i go? ang alam ko,oo :)
  • leader of group of friends? semi.
  • dislike hypocrisy? hypocrite din ako e,pano ba yan?haha
  • methodical? minsan.
  • ORGANIZED? really now.haha. trying to be :)
  • easy to fall in love? yes. and out too! haha
If you are a Snake:

You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

\:D/

may ice cream ngayon sa bahay, it's not that hot today, masarap ang lunch namin kanina...at


nasolve ko na ang rubik's cube.

hoyeah. fine i'm still not good at it and i mess it up sometimes BUT STILL. haha. :)

Friday, October 26, 2007

sandiwa.

nov. 3. mcdo katipunan. 1 pm. bring 200 pesos. may van ka ba?peram naman o..

*sino gusto magdala ng isang box ng cocktail donuts from cello's. [dahil sa katips naman tayo magkikita...] text me please. PLEASE. and the van is badly needed. text mo ko kung sure kang pupunta.kung di ka makakapunta, text mo ko on how to make donations.hahaha :)

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

schedule...and some other stuff


the P.E. morning classes are fine with me because i'd rather have them in the morning than have them in the afternoon when it's oh-so-hot and it's siesta time.hahahaha. tell me if you're my classmate in any of the classes please cause i have no idea who my classmates are.

oh,and i chose chem over environmental science because i really don't think e.s. is fun.haha. at least in chem the experiments would be fun :)

some unrelated things:

  • i finished reading the curious incident
  • BUT i still haven't started writing the contrib yet for Youngblood
  • i have to apply sunblock every single day every 2 hours for my scar
  • i'm thinking of not doing anything about the scar because it's my battle scar, as igo calls it, that proves how important my studies are to me :)
  • i'm really scared about the sandiwa outreach. i really hope it'd be successful
  • people who couldn't go to the outreach, could you at least donate? i just don't know how :)
  • it's so damn hot right now. :|
  • wala nang peanut butter :(
  • i'm happy that i'm excited about christmas because last year i didn't feel this. :)
  • gifts for christmas pleaseeeee :) [ haha. ang kapal! ]

WHOT.

sabi nila magiging halimbawa at babala si erap sa mga corrupt na opisyal; na mahuhuli at malalagot sila pag nangurakot. pero ba't ngayon ang bilis nilang grant-an ng pardon?anong ipinalalabas nila ngayon,

NA PAG OPISYAL KA NG GOBYERNO, MANGURAKOT KA. SIGE, MAHUHULI KA! PERO WAG MAG-ALALA, MAY PARDON NAMAN E.

ganun ba yun ha? e walang kwenta naman pala yan e!

:|

Monday, October 22, 2007

minsan pag walang magawa...

sabi sa prosec ilista raw ang mga bagay na gusto mo..haha.at since magpapasko na...

I WANT
  • the frickin' camera to come. [it is,hopefully this november.]
  • to solve the rubik's cube
  • to finish two novels [ am on my first, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime (yea,yea, i'm such a laggard.) by Mark Haddon]
  • to succeed in my first mini-outreach with Sandiwa
  • to buy lots and lots of new clothes.haha
  • to live in a new house.
  • to write an article for the Philippine Daily Inquirer Youngblood Column [ will do this after i read one novel.]
  • to watch all seasons of Heroes
  • a nice planner for next year [ the size of a starbucks '07 planner but not as thick...at most three days per page...preferrably no timeline on the side :) ]
  • a great pen, preferrably parker :)) [ ehem, jour dan ]
  • a huge lollipop [ ehem uli, jour dan ]
  • to compile all the poems i wrote [ but it is quite impossible to compile all because some of them i just write on paper, and still some, which i believe are the best ones were never written on paper and were just kept in my head where the ideas remain untouched and... virgin? haha. you get the point ]
  • to have my hair colored....er....ewan. haha
  • to reach all my dreams.
  • to rest somewhere quiet with ze lunchmates :)
  • to have another movie marathon with friends
  • to film my own movie [ with the storyline i thought of for goody nung play? hmm...haha ]
  • to learn to play the bass guitar [ yung totoo na ]
  • to be part of a band
  • to have some time setting things straight like the things that i really want to do
  • to have my own room, desk, a comfy chair, a low bed, an art wall, a shelf, a floor to sit on...
  • to sit on the floor and just listen to some nice music
  • to hug certain people
  • to see certain people
  • to hold a hand [ !now that's mushy.haha.but seriously. ]
  • to drive a car
  • an idea journal. this one was therese's idea
  • to put up a toy store. tipong Landes & Hobbes
  • to laugh
  • to dance sometime. haha
  • to graduate na cumlaude at the very least...naks. and of course na m.e. course. haha
  • to scream
  • to have my very own website [ the www.kilusangkaliwete.com but it seems i'm not ready yet with the stuff i'm gonna place and the money(you might want to donate). haha ]
  • to write more things, but i couldn't remember anymore the things that i really want. that's why i really need some time alone...no chores to do... no poems to write... no anything. just me and my weirdness.haha
*************************
friend : aww.sayang. iba ka kasi e.
ako: yea,yea.i know i'm weird.
friend: yea,you are.

haha. i think i'm gonna write something about people na sinabi nila yung kahinaan nila and then magagalit pag nag-agree yung ibang tao. hahaha

*************************
my 7year-old brother saw someone crying on TV and shouted...
"EMO!"
whot.haha.never knew this word is known to their generation. waha.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

weird kid and more weird stuff.

*asa simbahan kami ni ate tapos may kid na lumuhod sa gitna. awwwww. tapos, lumapit sa mga santo at hinaplos sila. more awwwwww[haha.labo.] tapos...

BIGLANG PUNAS NG KAMAY SA KILI-KILI!

weird lang talaga.haha

*jessica soho is currently featuring in her show the culinary specialty ng mga taga benguet ang egg ng langgam...NAKATIKIM NA KO NUN

*walang magawa :(

Monday, October 15, 2007

mama,masakit.

sa aking pagsakay sa isang jeep,
may isang bata,
katabi ang kanyang ina
sabay bulong ng:
mama,masakit.

may lamig na dumaan
sa aking likod;
hindi maipaliwanag
hanggang sa aki'y nalantad.

sa akin nalantad ang madilim na butas,
pinaliligiran ng mamula-mulang laman...
tinanggalan ng kung ano
at kailanma'y di na matatanggalan pa.

kung ano mang tutubo
sa madilim na karimlan,
wala na syang pakialam.
pagka't masakit.
at ibinulong lang nya sa kanyang ina,
mama,masakit.

sabaw.

conversation one:
Nicole De Vera: ang funny na ang "=((" ay [na may smiley sa ym]. parang naeequate na ang matinding kalungkutan ay nag-uugat talaga sa heartbreaks.
roxanne marie enriquez: hahahaha..
roxanne marie enriquez:
roxanne marie enriquez: natawa ako don ha..
Nicole De Vera: kasi parang =(( ay matinding :(( as compared to :)) and =))

conversation two:[nathan=4 year-old brothah. miko= 16 year-old cousin.]
miko: anong gusto mong sports?
nathan: sports car.

conversation three:
ate: bakit sila naghahabulan?
ako: ganun talaga pag lovers.


HWEHEHEHEH.sabaw.

SANDIWA. do read.

okay. so di ba dati ipinlano ko na magkaroon ng isang reunion for a cause,part sana for street children. may nahanap kaming charity so gusto kong malaman sinong game.this sembreak, at hahanapan ko ng araw na sana pati ang mga trimestral ay maka-join:) masaya to.lalo na pag nalaman nyo kung kanino yung charity.[CLUE:: mahaba]haha. pakirepost sa lahat ng pwedeng repost-an.

nagmamahal,koko.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

everything i needed to know i learned in first sem.

or not.haha

  • pikhukhu is not a word.
  • t5 is the block to be.
  • pusoy dos is shizzam.
  • kamanghamazing!
  • yahoo games are next to pusoy dos.
  • kupal is synonymous to a lot of words.
  • i have 20-pound force on my hand, EACH.
  • i have a blue eagle men's team blockmate.[haha.clue:b*clao :))]
  • any point in loyola schools to ministop is not a long distance:)
  • PAINT and ALCOHOL do not mix.
  • dapat bitawan ang pandama.hehe
  • there's someone in ateneo named Randy Amir who happens to have a crawling daughter.
  • gullible is synonymous to cute.
  • i am a UAAP basketball virgin no more.
  • merong pond sa ateneo.
  • there are other birds in ateneo besides the blue eagle.
  • i passed the acet! [....hahaha]
  • the short story, The Hero pretty much encapsulates life's greatest lessons.haha.
  • there exists a friendship bridge between ateneo and miriam.
  • free refills of iced tea in world chicken from 2-6 pm.
  • never abuse this offer. ^^^^^^
  • i have three different times--a watch 10 minutes advance, one 15-minute advance watch and a watch that has the ateneo time.haha
  • x+x = 3x.
  • -5+ 6 is NOT greater than one.
  • botany is ever so easy when you have friends around AND when ze teacher is so....
  • so...
  • nice.

hahahahahaha. i'm quite sure i missed a lot in this list. do remind me if you must.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

fun,fun,fun.

lumabas ang pamilya ngayon matapos ang mahabang panahon dahil hindi kami makalabas noon sa dami ng kailangan gawin.haha.ayun.tas dumaan kami sa rustan's tas tinawag ako ni itay,sabi nya may papakita raw siya sa kin na maganda.haha.eto siya::


eto pa::

hot diba.haha.kaso ang mahal.todo luho lang ito e.sana marinig ako ni santa.haha

fun,fun,fun.

fun,fun,fun.

lumabas ang pamilya ngayon matapos ang mahabang panahon dahil hindi kami makalabas noon sa dami ng kailangan gawin.haha.ayun.tas dumaan kami sa rustan's tas tinawag ako ni itay,sabi nya may papakita raw siya sa kin na maganda.haha.eto siya::

eto pa::

haha.fun,di ba.pero sobrang luho nito e.ang mahal.>.< sana bilhan ako ni santa.haha

fil play

natapos din sa wakas.haha.had fun.it's grrrrrrrrrrreat to be fil group two and it's grrrrrrrrreaterrr to be t5.haha.yey sir egay.finals week coming.let's do thissss.it's final. imma take the math finals.

*photo credit:sam uy

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

sinong dapat sisihin?

"Can I check those diplomas because I want to make sure that they're not from some med school in the Philippines."
-Teri Hatcher, Desperate Housewives

dapat ba nating sisihin ang mga manunulat ng mga palabas na tulad nyan na mga mapanghusga base sa kulay o race? aba parang di rin naman tayo ganun a! di naman sa pinagtatanggol ko sila. ang mas magandang itanong e bakit sila may ganong stereotype sa mga pilipino? SINO BA BUMUO NG GANUNG IMAHE? e tayo rin naman,di ba? e kung sana malinis ang mga med school natin figuratively[...literally rin ba?], e di sana di tayo ngayon naaasar sa sinabi nilang yan.dibadibadiba?

pero wadahell mga kano.wadahell parin.haha.

*isa pang stereotype sa pinas yung terorista. naglalaro ako ng archangel sa phone ko, isang battle game...tas first sea mission ko sa....dendenen...

MINDANAO.

woah.pilipino ba gumawa nito o talagang stereotype na rin natin yun? it's more of the latter, i guess.

astig!

di ko alam kung lahat na ng latest nokia phones meron na nito pero hanep astig talaga!haha.nagttext ako sa humble sun cellphone ng aking tatay.di ko nga alam kung anong model e...basta yun.haha.tapos papatayin ko dapat yung t9 dictio dahil nakakairita.haha.but then nakita ko...[tentenenen...]

MAY PILIPINO T9 DIKSIYONARYO!!!!

haha.sorry.can't get over e.may halaga na ngayon sa gumagawa ng telepono ang wikang filipino!stig,pre!stig!haha

Friday, September 28, 2007

kabilaan

binalak kong bilugan ang sagot sa test
pero naisip kong naikahon na
ako ng kumbensyon ng pagsagot.

titignan ko sana ang oras
sa pag-uwi
pero ako'y nagmamadali;
wala nang oras.

inapakan ko ang ipis na
lumilipad at nananakot sa akin.

pinindot ko ang "return"
para magpatuloy.

tumulalala ako
para
maghanap ng kahulugan.

magmumura sana ako pero
naalala kong
mas dakila pala ang
magmahal.

walang idea sa kanin.

walang idea sa kanin.
hinanap ko na,kinutkot at kung ano
parang sugat na di magpapatalo--
dumugo na nang dumguo
wala pa rin akong napipiga
sa kawawang utak ko.

lumipad na ang utak ko
sa mga panahon ng wild wild west
sa loob ng isang jeepney
at sa mundo ni jack at ng kanyang beanstalk.
nakarating na sa mundo ng reality shows
at nakaisip na ng mga di dapat maisip
tungkol sa mga bakla at mga stragiht.
pero wala parin,
walang idea sa kanin.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

one weekend.

FORTY PAGES LEFT. a script to write. two novels to re-read. two long tests-- one of numbers, one of words. a "birthday" to attend. a game to win. a load of laundry. a narrative to think of. a life to live. a lot of things. a lot of dreams left in dreamland. an end ahead. a storm coming. days before christmas. a neck to rest. five kilometers to run. thirty minutes to do it. so many fragments. i can't believe there're no run-ons. signal number one. this is becoming too crazy. yey,just like me. one noisy koko. one giddy koko. can't.wait.for.sembreak.and.christmas.AND UAAP FINALS.let's go admu.hehe.labo.

**sa hinaba-haba ng prusisyon,sa simbahan din ang tuloy. sa kinahirap-hirap ng hell week, sa sembreak din ang tuloy!!!:)

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Pilipino,sino ka?

*a friend asked me to write a paragraph on who the modern filipino is.do read this with conviction cause i wrote it with much of it. :)*

Sandaan at siyam na taon malipas ang diumanong paglaya ng Pilipinas mula sa mga dayuhan, naitanong nga ba natin kung sino tayo? Sino ang Pilipino at ano ang naghihiwalay sa kanya mula sa iba pang kultura.

Madaling sagutin na ang Pilipino ay halo ng iba't ibang mga lahi bunga na rin ng matagal na pananakop. Pero yun lang ba ang identidad natin--mga tira-tirang retaso ng kung sinumang dayuhan? Tila di ko yata matatanggap iyon. Para sa akin, ang Pilipino ngayon ay ang mga taong gipit, mga taong hirap, mga taong gutom. Pero sa kabila ng ito, naniniwala akong ang mga taong Pilipino ay silang mga taong nagsisikap, mga taong nangangarap, mga taong umaasa na bagamat ubos at said na ang lahat ng pag-asang pwedeng asahan, kumakapit pa rin at pinipilit lumangoy sa agos ng buhay ang tunay at modernong Pilipino.

Pilipino,sino ka?

Thursday, September 13, 2007

isang bukas na sulat sa kabataan

naranasan niyo na ba yung mga panahon na sakto, sapul at swak na swak ang mga pangyayari na ang gusto mo nalang ay maiyak dahil wala nang salita pang makapaglalahad ng pagiging tama ng mga pangyayari?ako,oo. at sa ngayon, may isang tao akong napakinggan. si gang. inggit ako sa kanya kasi siya narating niya ang mga bagay na gusto niyang gawin. sa una, ang inggit na yun ay nagdulot ng matinding pagkadismaya sa aking sarili. ilang gabi rin akong nag-iisip kung anong gagawin ko kasi walang direksyon ang aking mga pangarap. kumbaga sa road trip e fully-loaded ang engine, mapa nalang ang kailangan. subalit sa di malamang kadahilanan, [at mabuti na lamang] naisalin ang tindi ng aking inggit patungo sa pagiging isang inspirasyon. dahil sa kanya, nakita kong pwede at kaya palang maabot ang mga pangarap. bagamat hindi pa ngayon, hahanapan ko, pangako, ng panahon ang mga iyon.

nakapanayam namin siya at naisin ko man na ikopya ang buong transcript ng panayam, mahaba. kalahati palang limang pahina na. so, eto nalang ang ilalagay ko.

Because I really believe that Philippine history is written by each personal life story. Philippine history is a combination of individual decisions, individual life stories. Di ikaw ang pag-asa ng bayan; ikaw ang bayan. Yung life story mo, yun ang kasaysayan nf Pilipinas. Now I don’t mean this in the publicity, history book sense a. I decided to make my life Phipilippine history and everyone should do the same. Make your life part of Philippine history. No,not part. Make your life Philippine history. Yun, so all the failures, all the bad decisions, all the nadapa ka sandali, all the picking-up and standing-up again, kasaysayan ng bayan.

hanep. yan. yan yun e. yan ang dapat gawin ng bawat pilipino. angkinin ang bayan. kung di mo to pagmamay-ari aba'y UMALIS KA NA RITO.DI NAMIN KAYO KAILANGAN. kung di rin lang para rito sa bayan na ito ang iyong ikinabubuhay e di lumipat ka na para sa ikabubuhay mo. saan?sa CANADA?SA AMERIKA? sige.lumayas kayo,mga walang kwenta. wag niyo kong hihiritan ng "para sa pamilya ko ito..mahirap ang buhay.." dahil ang kausap ko ngayon e yung mga kakilala ko at sa pagkakaalam ko wala namang lugmok sa kahirapan sa mga iyon. ang titinding humuthot ng pera sa mga magulang e. this is very unfair, i know. pero sorry a. yun lang talaga ang tingin ko. kung ayaw niyo ng mahirap na buhay e paghirapan natin ang buhay na yun. asuyin natin ang pilipinas. wag niyo naman ipasa nalang sa susunod na henerasyon dahil kahit kailan e di na yun titigil. ayaw mo bang mamatay nang may dignidad? pwes ako gusto ko. ang gulo gulo na nitong sinasabi ko. sinusulat ko lang ang mga 'to sa kung anong sumusulpot sa utak ko. tigilan na natin ang pag-iisip na maging pag-asa ng bayan.simulan na natin,ano ba. siguro ngayon wala tayong oras,maski ako wala dahil sa limpak limpak na homework at kung ano pero sana isama natin sa plano natin yung pilipinas. tara, kabataan. ubos na ang katawan ni rizal di pa rin nagkakatotoo yung sinabi nya.

*lahat ng maiiwan,itaas ang kamay.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

intellectual conversation.not.haha

fun conversation with jescia aquilizan.[i censored this,of course.haha]

it started with her reply to my stat mes[ ang aking dasal(nung admu-dlsu):: malaman na niyang crush ko sya,manalo lang kami,lord!manalo lang kami!]

jescia: ako no chocolate and no swear words
Nicole De Vera: hahahaa
Nicole De Vera: we're so cute.
Nicole De Vera: we love our school so much.
Nicole De Vera: or we hate losing.
jescia: for one whole week.haha ywah
jescia: eww nagkita kami ni kantoboy.ooops.sabi ko sakanya di ako manonood e.haha
Nicole De Vera:
Nicole De Vera: e.madali lang yung sayo e.yung akin hanep.hhahaaa
jescia: hahaha.si TOOT pa rin ba yan?
Nicole De Vera: oo naman.
jescia: wohooo.can't get over!
Nicole De Vera: hahahaha.i know.
Nicole De Vera:
jescia: baka mas okay na alam niya.malay mo,dasal rin niya yun kanina.
Nicole De Vera: aww.
Nicole De Vera: sana nga.
Nicole De Vera: hahaha
jescia: **sana umamin na si koko**
Nicole De Vera: kupal.aamin lang ako pero wala siyang aaminin.
Nicole De Vera: ang yabaaaaang.haha./
Nicole De Vera: well,mayabang naman talaga sya.
jescia: hahaha talaga?tsk.ateneo high kasi e.so aamin ka nga????
jescia: go go go koko!jescia: take the risk!
Nicole De Vera: syempre hindi no.
Nicole De Vera: anuba.
Nicole De Vera: ano sasabihin nya?"ah ok"
Nicole De Vera: ayoko.
Nicole De Vera: di na nga kami friends ngayon pag inamin ko pa baka lalong di kami maging friends.
jescia: anong di kayo friends?favorite TOOT nga kayo diba?hahaha
Nicole De Vera: hha.
jescia: haha move on na kokooooo.he's not worth it.
jescia: i think.haha
Nicole De Vera: di kami nag-uusap.alam mo yun?text lang.
Nicole De Vera: yan din ang sabi ng utak ko.
Nicole De Vera: naisip mo na bang nobody's worthy in our eyes..
Nicole De Vera: ewan ko a.antaas masyado,ang kapal ng mukha natin.as if we belong to their standards.
jescia: onga e.pero ayokong ibaba.hindi pwede.naniniwala akong there's someone who has my standards and will be mine.someday.hahaha
Nicole De Vera: hah.di.wala naman talaga akong standards e.
Nicole De Vera: basta nararamdaman ko nalang.
jescia: haha pero kasi important rin yung: may utak,may paniniwala sa Diyos,may pera at hindi naninigarilyo e.
Nicole De Vera: o yan,oo.
Nicole De Vera: pero yung standard na gwapo wala talaga.
jescia: onga.pero we have a standard.kasi alam naman nating hindi tayo papatol sa walang hitsura talaga.as in please lang.diba?Nicole De Vera: o pano mo naman nasabing he's not worthy?
Nicole De Vera: [ohmygosh i'm defending him.]
jescia: yehes.haha
jescia: i mean,if he's smart,rich,not smoking and quite religious,kahit pangit,gumagwapo
Nicole De Vera: palitan mo yang stat mes mo,baka akalain ni altar boy siya ang tinutukoy mo.
Nicole De Vera: er..smart!
Nicole De Vera:
Nicole De Vera: not smoking.
jescia: haha wala naman siya e
Nicole De Vera: quite religious!
Nicole De Vera: ang lola niya.
jescia: ayan pala e.edi go go go!
jescia: ay.
Nicole De Vera: o e pano mo nga sya najudge?
Nicole De Vera: sa tingin ko lang a.mawawala talaga yang lahat ng yan pag nagmahal ka.
Nicole De Vera: YEHES>
Nicole De Vera: *.Nicole De Vera: seryoso.
Nicole De Vera: pano kung religious pero smoker?
Nicole De Vera: anong gagawin mo,aayawan mo na?
Nicole De Vera: di naman sa paninigarilyo o hindi nasusukat ang pagkatao ng isang nilalang.
Nicole De Vera: nasa kakayanan niyang iwaksi yung paninigarilyo kung sakali.
jescia: i mean,kung ganon,well,nababalance.kaya pwede.
jescia: you still have to make sure he's alright diba?
Nicole De Vera: di talaga.
jescia: you wouldn't want to look like a fool in the end
jescia: okay.point taken.
jescia: haha
Nicole De Vera: mas mukha kang fool kung wala kang tinanggap kasi nga may standards siya.
Nicole De Vera:
Nicole De Vera: *ka
Nicole De Vera: o si altar boy.
Nicole De Vera: pano kung maayos pala sya?
jescia: you have to.edi tatanggapin ko si altar boy?dahil religious siya at mabait,pero wala namang kinabukasan?
Nicole De Vera: sino nagsabi sayong walang kinabukasan si altar boy?
Nicole De Vera: sobra ka naman.
Nicole De Vera: di.
Nicole De Vera: ang standard lang talaga dapat e nasa pagkatao.
Nicole De Vera: yun lang at wala nang iba.
Nicole De Vera: sige,tama ka.Nicole De Vera: dapat may pamantayan.
Nicole De Vera: pero wala sa mga specifics na yan.
Nicole De Vera: dapat kung pano o bakit may mga ganun siya[i.e. religious] pinagbabasehan.
jescia: kay kanto boy,kamusta naman.di nag-aaral?hindi talaga.
jescia: teka paki-rephrase yung huli
jescia: di ko nagets.
Nicole De Vera: oo pero ibig mong sabihin di dapat mahalin ang mga mekaniko?
Nicole De Vera: nasa pagkatao lang.yun lang.
jescia: at least mekaniko may alam gawin.siyaaaa.ewan.basta.no to altarboy.yes to guys who have...
jescia: who have...
jescia: hmmm
Nicole De Vera: good personalities nga.
jescia: who have...
Nicole De Vera: yung buo.
Nicole De Vera: hindi yung may checklist.
jescia: yes.as a whole.
Nicole De Vera: ayun nga.
jescia: okay.di bale nang distorted ang ilong.basta napapasaya ka naman.okay.tama.
Nicole De Vera: see?
Nicole De Vera: haha.
Nicole De Vera: di bale nang naninigarilyo basta kayang makontrol or better yet matanggal.
jescia: yes.pero kasi may mga taong ganun pero kahit anong close niyo,wala paring love na pumapasok.as in wala lang.close lang kayo.never mong maiisip na gustuhin siya.Nicole De Vera: ha?bat napunta dito?
jescia: eh kasiii.wala lang.naisip ko lang.good personality,pero walang love.haha
Nicole De Vera: ah..
Nicole De Vera: e kaya nga dapat makahanap ka ng good personality na magmamahal din sayo.
jescia: yes.o (inserthisnamehere), nasan ka naaaa?sigh.
Nicole De Vera: onga.
Nicole De Vera: hay.haha
jescia: ang ratio is 1:3 diba?kailangan unahan yung 2 babae pa.hahaha
Nicole De Vera: hahahah
Nicole De Vera: ilan ba ang frequency ng nice girls?HAHA.cause i'm not nice.
Nicole De Vera: pang kaibigan type lang ako.
jescia: hahaha.dumadami na ang malalanding babae sa mundo.depende lang sakanya kung anong pipilliin niya.haha
Nicole De Vera: haha.
Nicole De Vera: kung ako talaga lalaki mga taga-holy ang pipiliin ko.
Nicole De Vera:
Nicole De Vera:
Nicole De Vera:
jescia: ako rin.ayoko ng taga-TOOT/taga-TOOT #2 kahit gano man siya kaganda.
Nicole De Vera: yes.
jescia: ehem.biased.
jescia: we have substance e
Nicole De Vera: i know.Nicole De Vera: will post this conversation sa multiply.
jescia: suresure.
jescia: btw.kamusta naman ang kilusang kaliwete?
Nicole De Vera: wala paring pera.
Nicole De Vera: di pako binabayaran,anuba.
jescia: haha para dun sa site?but we can start naman na diba?
jescia: like GA muna.hahaha yes may ganito.
Nicole De Vera: hahahahhaha
Nicole De Vera: kasi iniisip ko yung kilusan ay naglalayon na baguhin ang isip ng mga tao.
Nicole De Vera: pagkat napapanis ang mga nutribun at kumukupas ang pintura ng mga bahay pero ang mga paniniwala,panghabambuhay.
jescia: ahh.so instill the beliefs first.right.
Nicole De Vera: yea.
Nicole De Vera: kasi pag may paniniwala na,bahala na silang gumawa ng sarili nilang rebolusyon.
Nicole De Vera: so mainly,i need writers.
Nicole De Vera: you,tete and me will suffice.
Nicole De Vera:
jescia: yaaaay.isolovethis.

pinutol ko na,ang haba e.:))

Thursday, September 6, 2007

emooo.:))

nakita kitang masaya,
at
hindi ako ang iyong kasama.

ang damdamin ko,sasabog na sana
at
ako'y magwawala.

gusto kong takbuhan ito
at
kalimutan ang nararamdaman para sayo.

tinanaw kita mula sa malayo
napuwing ang mata ko
at
dumugo.

tinawag kita
at
ika'y lumingon.
at
bumalik sa iyong ligaya

wala akong nagawa
at
nagbuntung-hininga.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

American Standard

maputi.
makinis.
makintab.
bago.

mahalaga.
malinis.
mabango.
pangmayaman.

at bagamat
kung kaninong
dumi
ang kanyang nilalamon,
di bale.

basta American Standard ang gamit mo.

ohmygosh.it's hayden!

hayden kho,jr. a towering 6'2 model turned doctor, and now also a singer. he's just so hot but so not single[his heart supposedly belongs to VICKY BELO.yea,the plastic surgeon who looks like she had one too many surgeries done on herself.buti sana kung magandang natural yung girlfriend e...KASO.haha].anyway.he's hot parin.had difficulty finding a good picture of him,though. go ahead.SWOON.

photo credit:: Celebrity Duets

Saturday, September 1, 2007

let's bulletize.

[isang reaksyon sa kambas ng lipunan.paumanhin pero wala akong oras na gumawa ng isang organized na post,so let's bulletize!haha.labo.]

nung pinanoond ko ito,:

  • naiyak ako.at natuwa ako at hindi pa ako desensitisado sa mga pangyayari.salamat panginoon at di pa[at sana hindi maging.]ako manhid.
  • naisip ko,hanggang panonood lang ba tayo?ansakit na nandito tayo,lalo na yung mga atenist diyan.MGA MAY PERA!at pinagsisgawan nyong men for others.HA!
  • naalala ko si gang--sabi nya,talo na tayo sa sistema ngayon.wala na tayong magagawa.kaya ang gawin nalang natin ay magsimulang bumuo ng bagong frame of mind para sa hinaharap,magbago na.
  • na-frustrate ako sa kawalan ko ng oras para sa kanila.pero alam ko sa puso kong maglalaan ako ng panahon balang araw.sana kayo rin.
  • napag-usapan ang mga kayang gawin ng mga manunulat at mga nag-uulat. sabi ni maki[hindi si maki ng t5;maki EIC ng matanglawin], kailangan tanggapin ng mga manunulat na hanggang sa pagsulat lang talaga ang magagawa namin[bilang manunulat,malamang.]ang magagawa lang namin ay magsulat. at umasang sa mga isinusulat namin may mga nagbabasa at nauudyok ang mga damdaming gumalaw.sabi ko nga kay odi dati, iba ang touched sa moved. sige,maganda na matamaan ka.malaking bagay na yung natamaan ka at you were touched.pero ang tagal tagal na nating naaantig ng mga pangyayari, wala pa rin.siguro panahon nang gawan ng aksyon ang mga bagay-bagay...
  • nako-conscious ako kasi kalikod ko yung crushable but gay-ish person from guidon.[no,not the photo editor:D]
  • umuwi ako at nagsulat na naman ako nito,walang ayos..nakakainis.at lalong nakakainis e hanggang sulat lang ako,tulad ng dati..touched but not moved.
  • nasa astoria plaza kami at masarap naman ang pagkain:D
  • natuwa ako at di ako umalis ng matanglawin:D
  • iniisip ko ang mistulang milya-milyang listahan ng mga kailangan kong gawin.
  • ipinagdasal ko ang mga apostoles ni kristo sa larawan.

ayan.haha.sana pinanood niyo bago niyo binasa to:D