Friday, February 29, 2008

tagged by dyaime

tagged by karla.

Post 10 things that recently made you happy, then tag ten other people and spread the LOVE!

1. we had no english kanina. [haha ito talaga ang una e,no?]
2. the last LT was waaaay easier than the first integration LT. i hope i get an A. please. :o3
3. ehem ehem ehem. akin nalang 'to :D
4. high five, t5, alive!
5. ice cream making sa chem~
6. mga panahong kasama ko si jill. sobrang saya :)
7. i have an ipod now. yey. yes, i know, i'm such a laggard. hahaha. ngayon lang nagkapondo para bumili e,bat ba. so yey. paalam na sa katahimikang bumibingi sa'king pag-iisa. WAHA.
8. interactive 12 senses with pierre and justine! the best. haha
9. shakey's!!haha
10. mojos,thankyouverymuch.

and i tag....

1. jescia
2. jill
3. nicki
4. mark perez
5. andro
6. quinito
7. miko [de vera]
8. jour SPACE dan
9. cha
10.someone else.haha

Sunday, February 24, 2008

dreamer's manifesto

[got this from leki, a p.e. classmate. she got it from jourdan sebastian's multiply.(yes, he also spells his name with a "U")]


I, _________________, choose to live a life of adventure, excitement, service, joy, spontaneity and love. I choose to love. And as I love I live. As I live I give. As I give I serve. As I serve I step closer to the reality of my dreams. I will dream. I will dream big and amazing and spectacular and awesome dreams.

I will live my dreams and not compromise for the sake of security or safety or comfort. I will jump-out of my comfort zone and embrace change. Change, whom I fear. Change, whom I dread. I will seek to live beyond what I can, believing that the God whom I trust is much, much bigger and greater than any obstacle I may face. I will face my fear. I will stop running away from it and turn around. And when I am face-to-face and eye-to-eye with it I will grab the bull by its balls and make it scream surrender.

I surrender. I surrender to my great Destiny, knowing deep in my heart I am destined for excellence I am destined for greatness. Not mediocrity, not conformity. Not in arrogance but with the mantle of humility placed upon me. Because this is not about me. This is about humanity. I will persevere for the sake of humanity, who need men inflamed by passion that will ignite the hearts of the timid and fearful souls to push on and soar higher.

And I will do all this not ten years from now when I am free.
Not five years from now when I have the money.
Not one year from now when I am ready.
Not one month from now when all is steady.
Not one week from now when I know how.
Not even tomorrow because tomorrow is far from now.
I will live my dreams now and I will act now.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

true people power

[do read. :) bolds mine --koko]


Having overthrown two presidents in a span of 15 years, we Filipinos take pride in our very strong sense of people power. But although we are far more dissatisfied with the Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo administration than that of former president Joseph Estrada, we seem to have lost interest in exercising our right to take to the streets and cause a change in government. The attempted military coup d’états don’t count since they were mounted by only one sector of society and therefore not representative of our nation as a whole.

My professor in Civic Welfare Training Service explained this apathy quite well: “It’s because we Filipinos know that if we were to stage another People Power yet again, then the world would really laugh at us. Because in the end nothing ever happens, save for the fact that we end up worse than before.

Because I am studying at the University of the Philippines, I’m regularly exposed to protest rallies, student walkouts, and activists disrupting classes to campaign about certain issues. While I respect their integrity and admire their boldness in speaking up, I cannot help but wonder what effect such commotions have, aside from temporarily pacifying the protesters’ passions and causing traffic.

Our problem as Filipinos is that we’re so good at expressing our emotions, sometimes elevating them to a grand scale like we did at the EDSA highway. But when it comes to the everyday nitty-gritty of working to achieve what we originally set out to do, we’re either clueless or lacking in enthusiasm, or both. We’re too lazy to educate ourselves on how the real world works and how to use the system to our advantage. We don’t want to get our hands dirty and learn how to play the game. We cause one big splash and hope it will do the trick. Then we’re back to depending on our leaders to improve the quality of our lives. It seems as if the only thing we can think of doing whenever we want change is to rally.

The romanticized image of a protester, gritting his teeth against the blazing sun with a fist raised in righteous anger used to excite me. I remember wanting badly to take part in EDSA People Power II when I was 12 years old, but my parents would not let me. Years later, I realized that the success of the cause of someone who takes to the streets depends a lot on whether or not the right people choose to listen to him. But let’s face it: You cannot count on the world to be moral or to care about the things worth caring about. Neither can you mount a platform in the middle of a plaza, give an angry speech to denounce injustice, and expect every passerby to stop in his tracks and forget the appointment he is rushing to make.

Progressive countries are made up of people who take charge of their lives; who can make their dreams materialize through hard work, wit and perseverance; people who don’t demand that the world should first be fair before they make things happen. So maybe the government isn’t doing its job, but do you as an individual really need to wait for it to do anything before you act?

Many of us tend to depend on others too much, especially on people in power. We expect them to protect us and to make our survival and the achievement of our goals as convenient as possible. Ideally, that’s the way things should be. Why else would we bother to elect leaders into office every three years? But it is the next question that is more important: What if they don’t deliver? And what if, no matter how often you oust one politician in favor of another who is seemingly more deserving than the last, you still get the same results? Is that a cue to stage another rally?

No matter what other people may say, I don’t believe that we’ve resigned ourselves to being a perpetually poor and abused nation and that we no longer dream of being recognized and respected as intelligent, skillful and talented people both here and abroad. Most of us are forced to forget what we really want because of the need to put food on our table three times a day. Or maybe because we’ve received more than our fair share of blows, we think that all we can do is get used to the way things are and learn what to expect, as opposed to playing the role of a stupid, still optimistic dog in a hellish pound. I know because I’ve been there, but I realized soon enough that if I stopped aspiring for better things and resigned myself to the status quo, the only person who stood to miss out on anything was me.

For me, real people power would come when we Filipinos learn to do more than just protest and complain, be it on a platform or in the comfort of our own homes; when we all act according to our own expertise; when we become smart enough to solve our own problems instead of demanding from those who have wronged us to set things right. When all these pieces come together, we might find a better nation than what we have today. If not, then at least we can look back at the end of our lives and say we weren’t dragged down with everybody else.

Catherine Grace de Leon, 19, is majoring in Music Education at the University of the Philippines College of Music in Diliman, Quezon City.

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De Leon, Catherine Grace. "True People Power." Philippine Daily Inquirer 23 Feb. 2008. 24 Feb. 2008 <http://inquirer.net>.

Friday, February 22, 2008

highlights

jill:: alam mo may pinsan ako,pangalan nya e pido.
ako::o tapos
jill::tas may isa pa syang nickname,pids. pero pag pinronounce, peeds hindi pids.
ako::o bakit di pids?
jill::pangit pakinggan e
ako::hm.okay lang naman.pids.pids. tunog tagakanto nga lang.
jill::ang unfair mo sa mga taga-kanto.
ako::edi parang sinabi mo rin na ang unfair ko sa baboy
jill::onga no. "ang baboy mo naman"
nicki::pero relatively clean ang mga baboy. they don't eat where they poo.
kami::ah talaga?
ako::kung gayon,anong hayop ang pwede nating ipalit sa "baboy"?askal?
jill: "ang tao mo naman..."
ako:: oooh.philosophical~


hahaha. wala lang. feb 22 birthday ni odilon. wala akong math at english class. wala ring math yung mga regulars. so nagkayayaan pumunta sa pasig river. nagtrain kami papuntang guadalupe tapos naglakad papunta sa sakayan ng ferry tapos nagferry hanggang escolta tapos naglakad hanggang kainan,kumain tapos naglakad uli papuntang lrt tapos naglrt hanggang katipunan. yey. wala kaming ginawa kundi kumain lang actually.pero masaya dahil sa mga kasamang tao :) yey t5 and steph :)

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

pagmumuni-muni

Sa may ilalim ng tulay ay isang katotohanan sa ilalim ng kamalayan

Araw-araw, kung maaga ang aking pag-uwi ay nilalakad ko ang kahabaan ng Katipunan hanggang sa sakayan sa may ilalim ng tulay. Kasama ng dahan-dahang naiipong usok sa lahat ng butas ng aking mukha ay ang mga kung anu-anong maisip na bumabara sa’king ulo.

Isang bahagi ng maikling paglalakad na ito ang pagdaan ko sa isang mamang kaiba ang itsura sa mga madalas kong makasalamuha. Nakaupo lamang siya doon, kasama ang kanyang mumunting supot at ang nanlilimahid niyang teritoryo.

Minsan sa aking paglalakad habang ako ay nalulunod sa kung anu-anong iniisip ko ay naratnan ko ang kanyang pwesto. Nang biglang may malaking itim na nilalang—hindi tao ang aking nakita.

Oh fuck.

Si manong pala iyon ngunit hindi tulad ng mga nakaraang araw, nagulat ako sa kanya—natakot at ginusto ko pang humilig sa panig ng mga rumaragasang sasakyan at sumisipol na mga tsuper. Umiwas ako at nagsisi. Bakit ako natakot sa kanya? Ako na nagsasabing dapat siya kainggitan sa ilang mga araw na nakita ko siyang tumatawa, ako na ginusto na siyang kausapin, ako na hindi naman dapat takot. Umiwas ako at ang naramdaman ko ay hindi na mababawi—parang lumagpas na MRT station, parang mura ng ina sa kanyang anak, parang long test sa Math na hindi napaghandaan. Ang aking naging reaksyon ay hindi napag-isipan. Isa rin ba itong katotohanan sa ilalim ng aking kamalayan?

Ang karanasang ito ay nagdiin ng isang tanong na kamakailan lang naidiin sa akin. Matagal ko nang kagustuhan ang makapaghatid ng pagbabago sa mundo, sa bansa, sa bayan, sa pamilya o kahit sa isang tao man lang. Ngunit nang aking suriing muli ang aking sarili naitanong ko kung ano nga ba ang pakay ko. At masakit mang aminin may bahagi sa aking nagsasabing gusto ko lamang tumulong para sa ikasisiya ko.

Mahirap aminin na ang mga bagay na pinag-usapan mo sa ibang mga panahon, na sa iyong pag-aakala, nang may buong puso at pananalig ay mga mababaw at makasariling pagnanais lamang. Ang isiping salungat pala sa pinaninindigan mo ang tunay na layon ng mga iyon ay mahirap na maintindihan.

Sa ngayon ay wala pa akong mahanap na sagot sa aking mga katanungan. Subalit sa tingin ko ay maihahalintulad ang aking napagtanto sa pagtanggap ng isang malalang sakit. Matagal na siyang nariyan ngunit mahirap pa rin tanggapin. Hindi ko alam kung magagamot pa ito.

Sana ay magamot pa nga.

Isang hiling na hindi ko alam kung hiling ko para sa aking lamang o para talaga sa kanila.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

just let me rant.

kung baga sa relasyon e nawalan na ako ng gana.
ayaw na kitang makita
ayaw na kitang makasama.
at sa tuwing nakikita naman kita,
ayaw kong maniwala na nasa harapan kita.
at sa tuwing ika'y aking nakakasama,
wala naman akong magawa kung hindi tumunganga.

i hate you. i just do. naubos na ang kaluluwa ko sa'yo.kita mo hanggang dito sa blog ko umaabot ang sama ng loob ko sa'yo. pusang gala i hate you talaga.

research paper phobia

kung naninigarilyo man ako,malamang naninigarilyo na ako ngayon. but then again, di naman ako naninigarilyo kaya eto,nagttype nalang.

sana matapos na 'to.panira ka ng iba pang kailangan gawin

at higit sa lahat,hassle ka.

*ka=research paper.

Monday, February 18, 2008

because...

...i don't have the time to blog about something decent.

If you read this journal, even if I don't speak to you often, post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want.

It can be good or bad [pero sana wag na lang], just so long as it happened.

Then post this on your journal too!

Be surprised (or not) about what people remember about you. :)

Saturday, February 16, 2008

kahapon

nagpunta ako sa scholar's congress.e may parang family day sina niels sa school nila so ako lang naiwan sa bahay,si ate kasi may pasok. tapos natataranta na ako kasi sabi 8.00 daw yung scholar's congress.pero dahil pupunta ako sa debut ni ter later in the afternoon, ni-charge ko yung baterya ng camera ko. TAPOS umalis na ako. TAPOS pagdating ko sa ateneo,asa tricycle na ako NAALALA KONG NAKASAKSAK PA PALA YUNG CHARGER.pusang gala talaga.so pumunta muna akong ching tan room para magregister muna sana kaso WALA PA.haha. so sabi ko kay ace, uuwi muna ako tatanggalin ko sa saksak.pagtingin ko sa coin purse ko, saktong anim na piso lang ang pamasahe ko! apat na piso at walong bentesingko. so.kamusta naman yon.tas gusto ko sana magtrike nalang para mabilis pagtingin ko sa bag ko,wala pala wallet ko!naiwan ko rin.soooo.nilakad ko na naman at kung di mo alam,mas mahirap maglakad nang nagmamadali. sabi ko sa sarili ko sana may makita akong kilala. kamusta naman. SI SIR CABRAL ang nakita ko.mauutangan ko ba naman yon. tas nakita ko rin si sir mina pero nahiya na ako.hahaha.so ayun. umuwi ako tinanggal sa saksakan ang pa-star na charger at kinuha ang wallet. pagbalik ko sa ateneo at sa ching tan room e wala pa atang sampu ang nandun. KAMUSTA NAMAN. hahahaha anyway....

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

dahil walang magawa.

KOKO KWIK-KWAK

KOKO is a four year old bird-child inspired by Pag-asa, the first Philippine eagle hatched under laboratory conditions. Koko symbolizes hope, tomorrow and a cleaner, greener world. Koko also represents the Filipino every child, the country's young population who shall inherit this planet and hopefully do a better job in caring for it.

Koko is five feet, ten inches tall. He wears an ethnic-inspired beany cap with a propeller made of green leaves. When excited, the propeller spins magically.

Koko wears an orange, long-sleeved turtle neck with a letter "K" in front of his shiRt. He also wears a moss green puruntong shorts with dark, geometric figures or apple-green long pants with lavender high-cut rubber shoes.

Like any healthy, active four-year old, Koko likes to play, sing, dance, listen to stories, explore the world and discover things, places and people. He is full of curiosity and even the most common things never fail to fascinate and surprise him.

He likes vegetables, especially green, leafy ones.

He likes fresh food, fruits and organically grown food items, especially fruits and nuts.

He is a self-confident kid, eager to try anything (even if it means taking some risks i.e. failing the first time-around). His favorite expression is "SISIW!".

hahaha.sabaw.mula rito.

Friday, February 8, 2008

pag tigang na ang suso ni ina

dapat bang kutyain
ang batang walang tigil na humihingi,
nangangailangan,
at humihingi pang muli?

dapat bang kutyain
ang mga langaw na naghahanap
ng kaunting kahalumigmigan*
sa malawak na katigangan?

dapat bang kutyain
ang nanay na hindi makapag-alaga
sa sarili
at kung gayon,sa anak?

dapat bang kutyain
ang mga buwitre**
na masugid na nagmamasid
sa kanilang hapunan?

dapat bang kutyain
ang mga makata
na walang ginawa
kundi magsulat ng ganitong tula?

dapat ka bang kutyain
dahil wala kang magawa,
at ang pagbabasa
nito ang tanging magawa?

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!kahalumigmigan--moisture
!buwitre--vulture
!i can't find a copy of the picture.will upload,if ever i find one.

got me thinking

i can't quite remember.


was it my writing that got me patriotic


or was it my patriotism that got me writing?

naisip ko lang.

kinakausap ko lang sarili ko.

nung panahon ni rizal, binaril siya ng mga tao dahil isa siyang rebelde sa sistema.

nung panahon ni Kristo, pinako siya sa krus dahil sinabi nyang siya ang diyos.

sa panahon natin ngayon...what if may dumating din na mga ganito...magiging kasama tayo sa "sambayanan" na lumapastangan sa magiging "tama".

pero okay wag nalang pala...may sagot na'ko sa tanong ko...at sige,ibabahagi ko na rin sa mga nakikibasa ng iniisip ko. na dapat wala tayong paki sa kung ano ang magiging tama sa hinaharap.

sakaling may dumating na bagong "kristo" e dapat na basehan e kung ano yung paninindigan at paniniwala ng isa,bilang isa.

kung may dumating na rizal e sariling prinsipyo ang pagbasehan at hindi ang prinsipyo ng karamihan at mas lalo na ng kung anuman ang magiging.

wala lang.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

valentine shizzam

bored lang talaga.ninenok kay quinito

This is a Valentine's truth
survey. So don't lie:

1.Do you like anyone?
++ yes

2. Are you flirty:
++ define flirty. HAHAHAHA gago.sa tingin ko hindi.

3. Are you a player?
++ no

4. Would you get back together with
any of your exes?:
++ wala naman akong ex.

5. Have you ever kissed anyone of your friends?
++ panong kiss?hahaha

6. Do you want a valentine?:
++ hm ewan.pwede rin.

7. Have you slept
over at the opposite sex's house?:
++ di ba tong bahay namin bahay din ng opposite sex since dito rin nakatira tatay ko at mga kapatid kong lalaki?hahaha

8. Do you prefer group dates or single
ones?
++ never dated

10. Do you like someone who you can
not have?
++ minsan pero pag wala talaga wag nalang

11. Any plans for valentines day?:
++ mamuhay nang walang paki sa vday at magdasal na sana di ako ma-annoy sa lahat ng tao na may bulaklak dahil oo,inggit ako :))

12.What's the best valentines day
present for a girl?
++ something random na may ibig sabihin na cute na di nasisira na maipagyayabang basta may concept at pinag-isipan.yun na yun.hahaha

14. Are you single or taken?:
++ single always ready to mingle

15.Who do you want to date in
Valentine's Day?
++ WAHAHAHHAA pwedeng eon buendia nalang?haha

Remember,
if you dont post this you'll be
unhappy during valntines day this
year!. repost this as
valentines survey [<<

Sunday, February 3, 2008

mga tanong sa isang araw

nasaan ang hanggahan ng doon at dito?
sapat na ba ang dilaw na tulay
sa pagitan ng project 2 at 3?
oo ang linyang nakaguhit
sa papel na tinawag na mapa
ng kung sinong manggagalugad?

Bakit ang mga bata sa bahay
ng Hari
ng mga hari
ay walang salawal
at nakahandusay
na tila mga palakang...
maski halikan ay di magbabagong anyo?

Bakit lumilingkis ang sawa
sa posteng
nakita sa unang
segundo pa lamang?

Anong kahalagahan
ng pagtirik ng kandila
sa ikatlong antas
sa pinakakanan
ng mahabang bakal,

at

anong kahalagahan
ng tatlong magkakatabing kandila
sa pagtinagtirikan
sa ikatlong antas
sa pinakakanan
ng mahabang bakal,

at

higit sa lahat
ilang hiling na
ang naibulong
sa ikatlong antas
sa pinakakanan
ng mahabang bakal?

Bakit kailangang may aso
sa pinuntahan ko,
naaamoy ba n'ya
ang dugo mula sa'king sugat;
susundan ba ako
at susunggaban?

Hanggang kailan
gugulong
ang malamig na java chip frapp
sa kaliwa kong
dibdib?

Bakit ikaw ang nasa isip
sa isang rolyo ng mga larawan
at bakit hindi ikaw
ang katabi ko sa
pagkakataong ito?

Totoo ba ang mga emosyong iyan
na inilalantad mo
sa malawak na bulwagan
ng mga isip
na pakunwang nag-iisip
at pakunwang nakikinig
sa iyong maaaring
pakunwang hingapis?

Ilang tanong at maililista
ng mga tulad kong naglalakad
nang mag-isa
sa kahabaan ng EDSA?

Friday, February 1, 2008

dahil ako'y nabuburyong.

ninenok kay andro.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. koko sa halos lahat ng taong kilala ko
2.nicole sa mga pormal na okasyon
3.basille sa mga naaliw.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. junior einstein gago.hahahahaha
2.player daw amp
3.makata


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyelashes esepcially after i cry.
2. legs dahil medyo mukhang maganda
3.[wala nakong maisip kaya...] tongue cause i can twist it to weird shapes.haha


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i'm just too thin
2. but i have flabs sa tiyan.must develop abs.
3. THIGHS sobrang hindi para sa katawan ko e.


THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. filipino
2. ilocano

3. manilenyo

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. animals,thankyouverymuch.

2. things other people would say about me
3. lack of direction in life

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cellphone
2.coins na pamasahe
3.wallet

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. headband
2. pants
3. black shirt.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1.eraserheads

2. i don't know

3. i don't know

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
1. unwritten

2. gising na

3. funky town by alvin and the chipmunks/PIERRE
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A[ny] RELATIONSHIP:
1. tawanan
2. worthwhile conversations
3. ewan

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
1. i am OC
2. i hate you as much as i like you
3. this is a false statement


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. ngiti
2. ilong. ilong na bagay sa mukha.
3.mata

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. magsulat ng tula
2.matulog
3.kumuha ng litrato

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. make him realize
2. see someone
3. matapos lahat ng kailangan tapusin

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. doktor
2. entrepreneur
3. corporate person

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. ilocos norte [probinsya namin to at di ko pa napuntahan/nasuyod man lang]
2. any province of paris
3. palawan

THREE NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. hiraya
2. eleandre
3. psalmer [read as summer:)]

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. cause change
2. be rich,be very very rich for number 1
3. magsulat ng libro

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. whiny
2. fickle-minded
3. i wear girl clothes.duh.haha

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. patapon ako umupo
2. malakas ako sumigaw,yung mababa,thankyouverymuch.
3. di ako ganon kaarte sa itsura.

THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. person number 1

2. number 2

3. and number 3.