a day of bitches

quite literally, as there was this event in school today, Psychoterapets [??]. dogs were evererywhere, and i almost died. okay that was an exaggeration but gah.

incident one::
igo:: koko,ayan meron sa likod mo!
koko::wea...wag ka na... tuloy lang ako sa lakad mo.
igo::di nga koko
tas may dumaang girl na nag-hi sa isang nilalang sa may ibaba.
koko::oh sh*t may aso nga. sabay takbo.

incident two::while waiting sa may dela costa.
may isang [bitchy] bitch owner who irresponsibly left her dog. di nya hinahawakan. what's worse is...tumakbo yung aso papunta samin. you could just imagine how i freaked out. and how someone laughed. tae mangiyak-ngiyak na'ko tatawanan mo lang?

i know this isn't phobia; it's not that intense, but it still is a fear. sana lang di pinagtatawanan kasi nakakasakit ng damdamin...

basahin mo to,bitch.


on a lighter note, got the advisory marks today [without chem lab and lec,wth] and they're way better than i expected.especially english. hopefully i maintain/improve on these.

random

random.break muna from lit..haha

kanina sa fil,

sir nori:: o koko.miyembro ka pala ng matanglawin.

koko::uh.opo.

sir nori::kung gayon.tataas...

[akala ko grade...]

sir nori::..ang expectations ko sayo.

koko:: gahd!

hahahahaha

si gino

nasa'n ka na daw?
ang text na natanggap ko nang ako'y asa tandang sora na. galing kay ina pero malamang,si ate nagtext nito.
7:48
nang isukbit ko na ang aking kaliwang kamay sa kaliwang strap ng aking bag. asahan mo yan na sa kaliwa ko unang isusuksok ang kamay 'pag pababa na. mapipigtas na nga ata uli iyong kaliwang strap e.
sa tabi lang po
ang kailangang paghandaang sabihin. kailangang tanggalin ang plemang nakaharang sa lalamunan nang di maipit ang boses kapag papara na. kailangan ding ilang metro bago ang tunay mong babaan mo sasabihin ito upang magbigay daan sa panahong uubisin sa pagtigil.
nagmamadaling
lumabas sa jeep at naglakad sa bandang kaliwa, pagkat mas maliwanag bagamat maraming mga tambay at nagmamahalang naglalampungan.
sa may kanto
ay may mga bata. at ang pagkaskas ng Islander sa aspalto sa kanilang pagtakbo ay nakaririndi.

nang marahang-marahang may bigat na humatak sa'king bag.

wag gino,wag!
ang sigaw ng batang babae sa likod.

ngunit huli na.
niyakap na ako ni gino at sininghot pa ang aking damit.

at ang tanging nasambit,
woah.


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a random kid just hugged me today.how cool is that,huh?

the week that was

[bulletized]

• monday walang english
• scientific calculators dislay that e raised to the power of -501 is zero. but that is "impossible", right? a number [other than zero] raised to anything will never be zero. it will just multiply or divide by itself. so we thought it was a breakthrough.
• but we realize, it's just a limitation of the calculator.that it kind of rounded-off cause the number is so small.hahahaha
• YO BANANA BOY!
• kalamanseHHHH.
• can-CEL-lable
• OKAY,OKAY,OKAY,WOOOOH
• math midterms.
• item #10 of math midterms.
• i realized the solution to item #10 of math midterms when i was ALREADY AT THE DOOR.
• happy birthday kim! and gine!
• late nights at maki's.
• long test sa english na mas madali sa inaasahan
• joey's jeopardy
• tulog at pierre's. hahaha
• SWORD ROUTINE sa tai chi!!!!!!!!
  

wala na ata. remind me if i forgot something. haha

are all poems about love?

i was looking for a poem for lit. almost every hit was about love poetry. gah. i was looking for poems on dreams; they gave me poems about love. love is everywhere,lah! :|


**
di ko alam kung anong mas masakit--yung alam mong may nagawa ka sana pero di mo lang talaga nagawa o yung nandiyan na at di mo lang talaga alam kung anong gagawin [math related,thankyouverymuch.]

self-proclaimed geek

robertonoche: I remember you
Nicole De Vera: thank you
robertonoche: don't be sad
Nicole De Vera:
Nicole De Vera: no i'm not sad.
Nicole De Vera: it's just that i want to be remembered.period.
robertonoche: okay
robertonoche: hmmm, I could say that you may not be remembered at times, but certainly you are never forgotten
Nicole De Vera: that's nice.
robertonoche: nice quotes for nice people
Nicole De Vera:
Nicole De Vera: hay rowbaht.
robertonoche: yes?
Nicole De Vera: wala lang.
robertonoche: i thought so
robertonoche: why the sad look on your pic?
Nicole De Vera:wala lang.haha
Nicole De Vera: when the picture was taken we were uber bored
Nicole De Vera: *uberly
robertonoche:
robertonoche: parang ngayon?
Nicole De Vera: well now i have to do the paper in english.
Nicole De Vera: but parang wala akong matinong sources na kahit 6 pages lang ang pinapupuno samin e kinakabhan ako kung aabot ako.
Nicole De Vera: plus wala na talaga akong will to do the paper.
Nicole De Vera: tuwing naririnig ko ang english naiiyak nalang ako e
robertonoche: kailangan mo lang ng motivation
robertonoche: wag ka na muna maggawa
robertonoche: ipahinga mo na lang
Nicole De Vera: onga e.
Nicole De Vera: punta kong lib bukas
robertonoche: ah, nasa skul din ako
robertonoche: sportsfest
robertonoche: naman
Nicole De Vera: oooh.kay.will check if i can meet up wit ye.
robertonoche:
robertonoche: prioritize mo na lang what you want to do, not what you are supposed to do
robertonoche: weekend naman kasi
robertonoche: watch ka ng gakuen alice sa www.crunchyroll.com
robertonoche: nakakarelax
Nicole De Vera: hahaha
robertonoche: nakita mo ba?
Nicole De Vera: di pa e.
robertonoche: pag wala ka alng magawa o gusto ma-inspire
Nicole De Vera: uhhuh
Nicole De Vera: salamat rowbaht.
robertonoche: sure Koko

...minutes after....

Nicole De Vera: rowbaht i thought of what you said and you know what came to me?imma solve math problems.
robertonoche: good. as long as it makes you feel well
Nicole De Vera: hahaha yesyes

hahahha geek.

silence

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[belated] happy birthday nathan entry.

birthday nya kasi kahapon.hahaha

habang nagrereview para sa exams nila...

koko::so,nathan,is the tiger a wild or tame animal? [imbento question to,di ko na maalala kung ano yung tanong ko]

nathan::wild!

koko::very good.

nathan:: GUJAB!

patooook.hahha

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still reviewing for the exams...pumasok ako ng kwarto,si ate naman ang nagrereview sa kanya

ate::o ayan,nathan.is ate koko heavy or light?

koko:: .......[anong isasagot nya???:-S]

nathan::uh....heavy!

YEYYYYY.hahhahahahaah

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pagkauwi ko sa bahay nung birthday nya,january 9.

koko::so nathan,how old are you now?

nathan:: 4!!

koko:: no,5. [2003 sya pinanganak.]

nathan::hindeeee.sa january 11 pako magfa-five.

[kasi sa 11 ang celebration nya]

koko::hindee.ngayon.ngayon ang birthday mo e.

nathan::e bat walang cake?

awwww.hahhaha

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dear nathan,

you're 5 years old now! thank you for the hugs pagdating ko sa bahay.thank you sa "paggulat" mo sakin pagdating ko rin.hahaha.thank you sa pagpray mo kay Jesus pag sobrang wala nang pag-asa ang school.at higit sa lahat,thank you sa pagsagot ng "oo" pag tinanong kitang, "love mo ko?"

:D

hulaan kung saan ito naisulat.

i:
Malinis ang mga linya at walang papalya

ii:
Ilang ulit ko na ba 'tong ginawa?

iii:
Tatlong pasada ng ilaw.
Isa,
Dalawa,
Tatlo
at namatay.

Table of contents:
Binuksan ang bibig ng malaking halimaw
Mga dila at itim na laway
Saan ang mali?Ano na naman?

Isang di inaasahan sa araw ng pag-uulit.

Page X of Y:
pindot ng ilang buttons.
buklat,diin.
huwag hayaang magkaroon ng isang kadiliman
sa bandang gitna
(isang dilim na walang pakundangan sa pagpapahula; fill in the blanks.)

Page Y of Y:
19.20 ang halaga.

Appendix:
Isara ang bibig niyon.
Lakad sa pasilyo.

Bukas ulit.

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wala pa tong pamagat; nainspire ako sa bagong notebook ni mia. hahaha. thanks mia >:D<

gimme a title,sige nga.at kung san to naisulat.hahaha

wala lang

wala kasing magawa aside from english.so...hahahha

***What Nicole Basille Means***

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
[it says this tapos biglang...]

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.[anlabo a.]
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

saan ba?

I am afraid of silence. Not just the deafening sort that a whirring fan or a voice on the radio can eject. There is another kind of silence that comes at the most commonplace of times: when washing dishes, taking a shower, scrubbing the floor—mechanical tasks that leave the mind alone to cringe over old sins and what-might-have-been’s, as well as the missing commas in old published columns. So I take a romance novel to the shower, read the paper while sloshing soap water on my floor, and let Aladdin sing of a whole new world while I scrub the rice cooker. I do not like to be alone; I do not like the quiet.

-Patricia Evangelista

i wanted to write a poem based on this but i just couldn't write something that will encapsulate the idea better than this did. so there. i wanted to entitle it "saan ba" but this is an excerpt from her column Supersonic.

o eto.

Leave a comment and I'll reply by answering the following. :)

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

ninenok ko kay ja...