Saturday, October 27, 2007

tama,tama.

do read this. i would love to emphasize the parts that hit me the most, but then i would be underlining every single sentence in this column.

Protest to power
By Patricia Evangelista
Inquirer
Last updated 03:45am (Mla time) 10/28/2007

MANILA, Philippines—President Macapagal-Arroyo has spoken.

“Let us now all pray, reflect and join hands to make the Estrada pardon a powerful force for righteousness, compassion, healing, national stability and advancement. The people deserve peace, order and political and economic stability. We have been through many upheavals. The people deserve a stable government and economic progress. That is what they are getting now,” Ms Arroyo said.

The decision to grant former President Joseph Ejercito Estrada pardon was a move that caused Ms Arroyo great agony for all of 30 minutes. In the end, she looked to the Bible for inspiration. Perhaps the President wandered into Matthew’s parable of the unmerciful servant—the luckless man who was forgiven and yet chose not to forgive. And so his master turned him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed. “This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from your heart.” And it would be reasonable to see the logic of the President’s action—after all, with an administration knee-deep in corruption scandals, bribery charges, accusations of cheating and human rights violations, forgiving a fellow culprit sets a precedent for future forgiveness.

Yet forgiveness is an interesting thing, as Bishop Joseph Butler says, a “forswearing of resentment,” a “resolute overcoming of anger and hatred.” It requires, among other things, repentance—an admission that injury was done, an acknowledgement of responsibility and regret, and a promise of change. The prodigal son, after all, had to run home to throw himself at his father’s mercy.

Even Estrada’s champion, Cebu Archbishop Ricardo Cardinal Vidal, who signature is affixed to a letter pleading for his pardon, preaches that while “God’s mercy is boundless for repentant sinners,” Estrada “must first acknowledge his sins, seek forgiveness and make amends for damages done.” Even by the standards of the Bible, by which Arroyo swears, Estrada’s pardon falls flat.

There has been no attempt at repentance from Estrada. Just yesterday, Estrada announced to a 3,000-strong in San Juan that he has never been corrupt, in spite of the Sandiganbayan decision that convicted him of plunder beyond reasonable doubt. “The verdict of our people and history is far more important to me than [that of] any court of this land,” he announced.

Acting Justice Secretary Agnes Devanadera said Estrada’s acceptance of the pardon was tantamount to an admission of his being guilty of plunder. “I see it as a matter of semantics. In ordinary life, would you ask for pardon if you do not recognize your guilt?” she said.

But it isn’t forgiveness Erap wants; it is freedom. That is what pardon is for him. Just last month, after the guilty verdict, he claimed that he was prepared to face the charges, and that “my personal freedom is no longer important.” And yet today he is a free man. He withdrew his petition for reconsideration not because he repented, but because he wanted to be free. Before leaving his Tanay detention-home, Estrada said: “There is no substitute for freedom.” And so he is back, and as Lanao del Norte Rep. Vicente Belmonte said, “Estrada can still be a kingmaker.”

Yet even that bastion of Catholic morality, the Catholic Bishops’ Conference of the Philippines, in a recent statement, asked where justice is in the pardon granted to Estrada, when so many with lesser crimes and less power breathe the stench of crowded jail cells. And this is why pardon, although within the President’s power, is an insult to the Filipino people. The law exists to make possible the functioning of civilized life. That there are men who can rape 5-year-old girls in this country essentially means that left on its own, civilization isn’t at all that civilized. It is the law that sets the most basic requirements of humanity, and it is the fear of punishment that enforces that law. Without punishment, laws essentially become toothless dragons, all sound and fury without the ability to deter or deny. So forgive, by all means, but punish too. As Thomas Hobbes says, it is the only way to keep civilization safe.

Estrada’s pardon, no matter how many ways it is explained, is essentially the triumph of power and influence over law. There are still 70-year-old men in the city’s jails. There are men whose mothers have died without seeing their sons. There are men who have stolen purses worth far less than one of Estrada’s meals, but their punishments have no reprieves from magnanimous presidents. This is not what justice should be, power should be no reason for lady justice to flip up her blindfold. It sends out one message—impunity for those in power.

In the face of this mockery of forgiveness, there is a reason for resentment. According to sociologists Murphy and Hampton, the primary value defended by resentment is self-respect. A person who does not resent moral injuries done to him is almost necessarily a person lacking in self-respect. The land of the free has been forced to spread its legs for a mustached criminal with a pompadour, and then rewards that same man with a handshake and a kiss. So he walks away with a smirk, the same way so many of the men and women who violated the country have, so much so that rape is something we expect. So we rail at the pinpricks, condemn the Malu Fernandezes, petition the producers of “Desperate Housewives,” in the hope that we can get some of that lost dignity. And that’s well and good, it proves we’re still alive—but are doctors and OFWs the only people we’re willing to stand up for?

By all means, let us resent—resent the moral injury against the country, resent the arrogance that assumes we are so lacking in ego that we care nothing for our dignity. Resentment is both a protest against injustice and a defense of self-respect. We’re the battered wives who take every blow and forgive the drunken louts who smile at us the next morning. We’re the admiring crowd that steps aside for the tall woman with a thousand shoes. What Nietzsche says applies to the Filipino—here, forgiveness is a vice, not a virtue.

This pardon does not mean stability, or healing, or justice. It is Estrada’s middle finger shoved up the country’s collective consciousness, but it’s happened so often that it feels almost normal.


may be purely coincidental...

but nonetheless, astig. haha. medyo sakto sakin,sainyo ba? :) got this from cha.

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach

February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake

March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk

May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach

June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite

August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk

September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake

November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite

December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass:

A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.


If you are an Ape:

Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy; you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

If you are a Slug:

Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach:

Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to a void a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all his or hers!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful…

If you are a Parasite:

An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk:

You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Bullfrog:

You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love.

  • happy-go-lucky? yes.
  • spread cheer wherever i go? ang alam ko,oo :)
  • leader of group of friends? semi.
  • dislike hypocrisy? hypocrite din ako e,pano ba yan?haha
  • methodical? minsan.
  • ORGANIZED? really now.haha. trying to be :)
  • easy to fall in love? yes. and out too! haha
If you are a Snake:

You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

\:D/

may ice cream ngayon sa bahay, it's not that hot today, masarap ang lunch namin kanina...at


nasolve ko na ang rubik's cube.

hoyeah. fine i'm still not good at it and i mess it up sometimes BUT STILL. haha. :)

Friday, October 26, 2007

sandiwa.

nov. 3. mcdo katipunan. 1 pm. bring 200 pesos. may van ka ba?peram naman o..

*sino gusto magdala ng isang box ng cocktail donuts from cello's. [dahil sa katips naman tayo magkikita...] text me please. PLEASE. and the van is badly needed. text mo ko kung sure kang pupunta.kung di ka makakapunta, text mo ko on how to make donations.hahaha :)

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

schedule...and some other stuff


the P.E. morning classes are fine with me because i'd rather have them in the morning than have them in the afternoon when it's oh-so-hot and it's siesta time.hahahaha. tell me if you're my classmate in any of the classes please cause i have no idea who my classmates are.

oh,and i chose chem over environmental science because i really don't think e.s. is fun.haha. at least in chem the experiments would be fun :)

some unrelated things:

  • i finished reading the curious incident
  • BUT i still haven't started writing the contrib yet for Youngblood
  • i have to apply sunblock every single day every 2 hours for my scar
  • i'm thinking of not doing anything about the scar because it's my battle scar, as igo calls it, that proves how important my studies are to me :)
  • i'm really scared about the sandiwa outreach. i really hope it'd be successful
  • people who couldn't go to the outreach, could you at least donate? i just don't know how :)
  • it's so damn hot right now. :|
  • wala nang peanut butter :(
  • i'm happy that i'm excited about christmas because last year i didn't feel this. :)
  • gifts for christmas pleaseeeee :) [ haha. ang kapal! ]

WHOT.

sabi nila magiging halimbawa at babala si erap sa mga corrupt na opisyal; na mahuhuli at malalagot sila pag nangurakot. pero ba't ngayon ang bilis nilang grant-an ng pardon?anong ipinalalabas nila ngayon,

NA PAG OPISYAL KA NG GOBYERNO, MANGURAKOT KA. SIGE, MAHUHULI KA! PERO WAG MAG-ALALA, MAY PARDON NAMAN E.

ganun ba yun ha? e walang kwenta naman pala yan e!

:|

Monday, October 22, 2007

minsan pag walang magawa...

sabi sa prosec ilista raw ang mga bagay na gusto mo..haha.at since magpapasko na...

I WANT
  • the frickin' camera to come. [it is,hopefully this november.]
  • to solve the rubik's cube
  • to finish two novels [ am on my first, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime (yea,yea, i'm such a laggard.) by Mark Haddon]
  • to succeed in my first mini-outreach with Sandiwa
  • to buy lots and lots of new clothes.haha
  • to live in a new house.
  • to write an article for the Philippine Daily Inquirer Youngblood Column [ will do this after i read one novel.]
  • to watch all seasons of Heroes
  • a nice planner for next year [ the size of a starbucks '07 planner but not as thick...at most three days per page...preferrably no timeline on the side :) ]
  • a great pen, preferrably parker :)) [ ehem, jour dan ]
  • a huge lollipop [ ehem uli, jour dan ]
  • to compile all the poems i wrote [ but it is quite impossible to compile all because some of them i just write on paper, and still some, which i believe are the best ones were never written on paper and were just kept in my head where the ideas remain untouched and... virgin? haha. you get the point ]
  • to have my hair colored....er....ewan. haha
  • to reach all my dreams.
  • to rest somewhere quiet with ze lunchmates :)
  • to have another movie marathon with friends
  • to film my own movie [ with the storyline i thought of for goody nung play? hmm...haha ]
  • to learn to play the bass guitar [ yung totoo na ]
  • to be part of a band
  • to have some time setting things straight like the things that i really want to do
  • to have my own room, desk, a comfy chair, a low bed, an art wall, a shelf, a floor to sit on...
  • to sit on the floor and just listen to some nice music
  • to hug certain people
  • to see certain people
  • to hold a hand [ !now that's mushy.haha.but seriously. ]
  • to drive a car
  • an idea journal. this one was therese's idea
  • to put up a toy store. tipong Landes & Hobbes
  • to laugh
  • to dance sometime. haha
  • to graduate na cumlaude at the very least...naks. and of course na m.e. course. haha
  • to scream
  • to have my very own website [ the www.kilusangkaliwete.com but it seems i'm not ready yet with the stuff i'm gonna place and the money(you might want to donate). haha ]
  • to write more things, but i couldn't remember anymore the things that i really want. that's why i really need some time alone...no chores to do... no poems to write... no anything. just me and my weirdness.haha
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friend : aww.sayang. iba ka kasi e.
ako: yea,yea.i know i'm weird.
friend: yea,you are.

haha. i think i'm gonna write something about people na sinabi nila yung kahinaan nila and then magagalit pag nag-agree yung ibang tao. hahaha

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my 7year-old brother saw someone crying on TV and shouted...
"EMO!"
whot.haha.never knew this word is known to their generation. waha.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

weird kid and more weird stuff.

*asa simbahan kami ni ate tapos may kid na lumuhod sa gitna. awwwww. tapos, lumapit sa mga santo at hinaplos sila. more awwwwww[haha.labo.] tapos...

BIGLANG PUNAS NG KAMAY SA KILI-KILI!

weird lang talaga.haha

*jessica soho is currently featuring in her show the culinary specialty ng mga taga benguet ang egg ng langgam...NAKATIKIM NA KO NUN

*walang magawa :(

Monday, October 15, 2007

mama,masakit.

sa aking pagsakay sa isang jeep,
may isang bata,
katabi ang kanyang ina
sabay bulong ng:
mama,masakit.

may lamig na dumaan
sa aking likod;
hindi maipaliwanag
hanggang sa aki'y nalantad.

sa akin nalantad ang madilim na butas,
pinaliligiran ng mamula-mulang laman...
tinanggalan ng kung ano
at kailanma'y di na matatanggalan pa.

kung ano mang tutubo
sa madilim na karimlan,
wala na syang pakialam.
pagka't masakit.
at ibinulong lang nya sa kanyang ina,
mama,masakit.

sabaw.

conversation one:
Nicole De Vera: ang funny na ang "=((" ay [na may smiley sa ym]. parang naeequate na ang matinding kalungkutan ay nag-uugat talaga sa heartbreaks.
roxanne marie enriquez: hahahaha..
roxanne marie enriquez:
roxanne marie enriquez: natawa ako don ha..
Nicole De Vera: kasi parang =(( ay matinding :(( as compared to :)) and =))

conversation two:[nathan=4 year-old brothah. miko= 16 year-old cousin.]
miko: anong gusto mong sports?
nathan: sports car.

conversation three:
ate: bakit sila naghahabulan?
ako: ganun talaga pag lovers.


HWEHEHEHEH.sabaw.

SANDIWA. do read.

okay. so di ba dati ipinlano ko na magkaroon ng isang reunion for a cause,part sana for street children. may nahanap kaming charity so gusto kong malaman sinong game.this sembreak, at hahanapan ko ng araw na sana pati ang mga trimestral ay maka-join:) masaya to.lalo na pag nalaman nyo kung kanino yung charity.[CLUE:: mahaba]haha. pakirepost sa lahat ng pwedeng repost-an.

nagmamahal,koko.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

everything i needed to know i learned in first sem.

or not.haha

  • pikhukhu is not a word.
  • t5 is the block to be.
  • pusoy dos is shizzam.
  • kamanghamazing!
  • yahoo games are next to pusoy dos.
  • kupal is synonymous to a lot of words.
  • i have 20-pound force on my hand, EACH.
  • i have a blue eagle men's team blockmate.[haha.clue:b*clao :))]
  • any point in loyola schools to ministop is not a long distance:)
  • PAINT and ALCOHOL do not mix.
  • dapat bitawan ang pandama.hehe
  • there's someone in ateneo named Randy Amir who happens to have a crawling daughter.
  • gullible is synonymous to cute.
  • i am a UAAP basketball virgin no more.
  • merong pond sa ateneo.
  • there are other birds in ateneo besides the blue eagle.
  • i passed the acet! [....hahaha]
  • the short story, The Hero pretty much encapsulates life's greatest lessons.haha.
  • there exists a friendship bridge between ateneo and miriam.
  • free refills of iced tea in world chicken from 2-6 pm.
  • never abuse this offer. ^^^^^^
  • i have three different times--a watch 10 minutes advance, one 15-minute advance watch and a watch that has the ateneo time.haha
  • x+x = 3x.
  • -5+ 6 is NOT greater than one.
  • botany is ever so easy when you have friends around AND when ze teacher is so....
  • so...
  • nice.

hahahahahaha. i'm quite sure i missed a lot in this list. do remind me if you must.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

fun,fun,fun.

lumabas ang pamilya ngayon matapos ang mahabang panahon dahil hindi kami makalabas noon sa dami ng kailangan gawin.haha.ayun.tas dumaan kami sa rustan's tas tinawag ako ni itay,sabi nya may papakita raw siya sa kin na maganda.haha.eto siya::


eto pa::

hot diba.haha.kaso ang mahal.todo luho lang ito e.sana marinig ako ni santa.haha

fun,fun,fun.

fun,fun,fun.

lumabas ang pamilya ngayon matapos ang mahabang panahon dahil hindi kami makalabas noon sa dami ng kailangan gawin.haha.ayun.tas dumaan kami sa rustan's tas tinawag ako ni itay,sabi nya may papakita raw siya sa kin na maganda.haha.eto siya::

eto pa::

haha.fun,di ba.pero sobrang luho nito e.ang mahal.>.< sana bilhan ako ni santa.haha

fil play

natapos din sa wakas.haha.had fun.it's grrrrrrrrrrreat to be fil group two and it's grrrrrrrrreaterrr to be t5.haha.yey sir egay.finals week coming.let's do thissss.it's final. imma take the math finals.

*photo credit:sam uy

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

sinong dapat sisihin?

"Can I check those diplomas because I want to make sure that they're not from some med school in the Philippines."
-Teri Hatcher, Desperate Housewives

dapat ba nating sisihin ang mga manunulat ng mga palabas na tulad nyan na mga mapanghusga base sa kulay o race? aba parang di rin naman tayo ganun a! di naman sa pinagtatanggol ko sila. ang mas magandang itanong e bakit sila may ganong stereotype sa mga pilipino? SINO BA BUMUO NG GANUNG IMAHE? e tayo rin naman,di ba? e kung sana malinis ang mga med school natin figuratively[...literally rin ba?], e di sana di tayo ngayon naaasar sa sinabi nilang yan.dibadibadiba?

pero wadahell mga kano.wadahell parin.haha.

*isa pang stereotype sa pinas yung terorista. naglalaro ako ng archangel sa phone ko, isang battle game...tas first sea mission ko sa....dendenen...

MINDANAO.

woah.pilipino ba gumawa nito o talagang stereotype na rin natin yun? it's more of the latter, i guess.

astig!

di ko alam kung lahat na ng latest nokia phones meron na nito pero hanep astig talaga!haha.nagttext ako sa humble sun cellphone ng aking tatay.di ko nga alam kung anong model e...basta yun.haha.tapos papatayin ko dapat yung t9 dictio dahil nakakairita.haha.but then nakita ko...[tentenenen...]

MAY PILIPINO T9 DIKSIYONARYO!!!!

haha.sorry.can't get over e.may halaga na ngayon sa gumagawa ng telepono ang wikang filipino!stig,pre!stig!haha