Saturday, December 8, 2007
:)) :| :( :((
ate:: e nagluluto palang e...
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ate:: ay uminom ka na ng gamot. sabi ni john lloyd, kahit walang laman ang tiyan okay.
tatawa na sana ako kaso sobrang sakit ng katawan ko. hahaha
Friday, December 7, 2007
my other poem on love
Nakatikim ka na ba ng coke na sobrang lamig? Yung tipong kahit walang yelo e ayos na? Yung tipong mismong bote yung nagyeyelo? Yung tipong humahagod sa lalamunan at masakit sa ilong pag dumighay ka? Ako oo, at iyon ang pinakamalapit na bagay na nagawa ko sa paglalasing. Masakit uminom ng coke na sobrang lamig. Parang tinutusok ang dila mo, ngalangala at lalamunan. Mararamdaman mo ring puputok na ang iyong tiyan sa hangin.
Ang pag-inom ng coke ang pinakamalapit na bagay na nagawa ko sa pag-ibig.
Masarap, kahit masakit. Gusto mo pa ring inumin kahit na alam mong mangingiwi ka sa bawat lagok. Sa katunayan isang lagok nga lang ang kaya ko sa bawat pag-inom.
Masarap ang coke na sobrang lamig.
Masakit ang coke na sobrang lamig.
sonnet 143
I thought love was created to annoy
like a cricket in one of those sleepless nights,
like a baby wailing just to get that toy
till you want it gone from your sight.
I thought love was made to make you sad
like when your lollipop broke into pieces
when it was something you never had
and you'll have to wait, till you're this close to madness.
I thought love was something evil
like darkness that creeps in the way of your door,
like spiders and webs and soot on the sill,
you'll want more of more, and more.
i think of love always with a was,
for now i know it's nothing like in the past.
wahahaha.supot talaga e.makagawa nga ng tagalog na tula tungkol sa pag-ibig.pambawi?hahaha
no english for monday.
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may show si manny pacquiao at chris tiu sa gma. :-O
"tik-tik-tik-man ang kamaoooooo"
hahahaha
Thursday, December 6, 2007
sa libing ng isang pangarap
wala namang mahalagang taong sumusulpot sa libing ng isang pangarap. tanging ang may-ari at ang ilang mga alaalang kasama ng pangarap.
hindi naisusulat sa pahayagan ang isang libing ng pangarap kaya naman walang mga reporter, walng maiiingay at walang mga ilaw mula sa gahiganteng camera.
walang araw sa tuwing inililibing ang pangarap. kaya naman sa libing ng isang pangarap ay mayroong lamig: lamig na maski ang init ng luha sa pagdampi nito sa mukha ay hindi madarama; lamig na maski ang panahon ay titigil sa pagtakbo; lamig na magdadala ng iba pang kamatayan.
wala namang kakaiba sa libing ng isang pangarap. walang bago. walang kahit ano. at higit sa lahat walang mga salita na makahuhuli sa tunay na emosyon, kulay, init o lamig, tunog, amoy at kung ano pa sa libing ng isang pangarap.
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matagal ko nang gustong isulat to pero walang oras. tapos nabigyan kami ng pagkakataon sa fil12 na magsulat ng kahit ano. yey sir nori. finally naipost ko na :)) sorry kung abrupt yung dulo. i know i wrote a better ending for this only we had to fill up the whole inter pad till the back part so nung "natapos" ko na sya sa unang beses na pagsusulat, kinailangan kong i-correction tape yung original ending at habaan sya. sana magustuhan nyo. sa mga dreamers out there, alam ko kung ano ang pakiramdam ng mamamatayan-na-ako-ng-pangarap moment. haha. kaya ko ito naisulat.
Monday, December 3, 2007
ang hirap
pag nagparinig ka na at lahat-lahat
pag nangangati ang kuliti sa mata mo
(at wala silang masabi kundi uhhuh)
pag di nila kilala si pepe smith
pag di nila alam yung npc mural
(na sana ang may alam itaas ang kamay
same goes for pepe smith)
pag di ka kinakausap nang matino
pag di ka narinig ng jeepney driver na estudyante ka
(kahit pa naka-id ka na't may bag na malaki)
pag may yelo ka sa kaliwang kamay
(at may limang windows ng ym na kinakausap)
pag naubusan ka na ng ililista
(sa listahang wala namang kwenta)
Sunday, December 2, 2007
my lover
My lover’s bod is nothing like the mountains; charcoal is way lighter than, or at least as fair as his skin. If he were a rockstar he’d pass for Pepe Smith’s twin, though his voice is no deeper than a puddle on the street. He is a great shampoo commercial model, only he is always shown in the Before part. He has a nose nothing like Mayon’s form; his biceps even smaller than the modern day one-peso pandesal; his face far bumpier than the road next to ours. If eyes be windows to one’s soul, then I guess his soul hoarded webs and dust, and has never seen light. And yet if you search a hundred times over, you will find out with much surprise that everyone to my lover’s love has no compare.
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speaking of love, i just remembered, thanks to odilon, that i have a passion for toys and that i want to own this toy store ala Landes&Hobbes. and i'll name it.....
wag nalang.hahaha.baka may magnakaw. well, it's not the most creative name ever but yea. hahaha. only jessie ericta knows the name, and i don't have any clue if she even remembers.
do you,jessie? hahaha :)
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happy birthday Angela P. Anastacio :)
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let's all pray for the people hurt today, especially Leon Caguioa, Dondon Lucenario, Knight Roderos, Edward dela Vega, Tito Ben Caguioa, and Joey Carlos. i know i never knew you personally, but still.