saan ba?

I am afraid of silence. Not just the deafening sort that a whirring fan or a voice on the radio can eject. There is another kind of silence that comes at the most commonplace of times: when washing dishes, taking a shower, scrubbing the floor—mechanical tasks that leave the mind alone to cringe over old sins and what-might-have-been’s, as well as the missing commas in old published columns. So I take a romance novel to the shower, read the paper while sloshing soap water on my floor, and let Aladdin sing of a whole new world while I scrub the rice cooker. I do not like to be alone; I do not like the quiet.

-Patricia Evangelista

i wanted to write a poem based on this but i just couldn't write something that will encapsulate the idea better than this did. so there. i wanted to entitle it "saan ba" but this is an excerpt from her column Supersonic.

o eto.

Leave a comment and I'll reply by answering the following. :)

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

ninenok ko kay ja...

2007

okay so ililista ko lahat ng naalala ko sa 2007.hahahaha

• graduation. thank God i graduated with honors. it was a grrrrrreat surprise.
• elite 2007 and sandiwa. maaaaaaaan i miss you. and sa sandiwa ko unang naramdaman na may kwenta akong leader.....
• pero sa sandiwa rin ako deretsahang nasumbatan na wala akong kwenta.haha
• matinong investi![haha sorry nakita ko kasi yung folder ng investi natin...hahaha]
• pumasa ng UP,Ateneo at UST. YEY!
• shet pumasok sa admu!
• shet pumasok sa M.E.
• SHET natanggal sa M.E.
• [2008::SHET babalik sa M.E.]
• T5!!!
• lunchmatesssssssssss :)
• sir minaaaaaaaaaaa
• tan gana
• si ANO.hahahaha
• this was the year na iniyakan ko ang dalawa kong kaibigan sa fear na mawawala sila. si TETE, [remember?] at si ODI. [...]
• SANTOL PATROLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
• kaibigan sa simula palang....aw man.
• eto yung taon na ilang beses akong nagkasakit,man!
• SIR EGAY
• battle scar ko sa kaliwang arm...
• kuliti ko sa kaliwang mata...
• FRIEDRICHHHHHH[my camera.haha]
• mga tula
• panahon na nawalan ako ng pag-asa...
• PANAHON na bumalik ang vision ko at passion for life...
• first time na may nag-attempt manligaw.NAKS.
• nagpadiretso ako ng buhok...
• may plano na ang bahay namin.
• nasali ako sa isang matinong publikasyon
• nagkaron ako ng chance na parang anlapit ko na sa pangarap ko
• tas hindi pala
• first time kong maramdaman na masaya ako sa ginagawa ko
• DL,yey.
• first super close crush.awwwwwwwwwwwwww.[di naman nya to mababasa e.haha]
• wala nakong maalala susme

so there.haha i'm fired up for 2008 kasi nung mga huling linggo sobrang down ako PERO HINDI NA NGAYOON! waha. bigyan nyo nga lang ako pera...pati load inuutang ko nalang....HAHAHAH

[gusto ko nung librong Seeing by Jose Saramago.pabili naman o.... hahahaha.asa nalang]

wala lang

astig e. personality test. might be my last post for the year :)

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

aw,swak e.haha

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

susme

gising pako.

2.30 na.

sana di ako mahuli na gising pa.hahaha

hindi ako naninilip

upang malinawan ang isang matandang kasabihan at pati na rin ang aking [non-existent] reputation::

it's either i have this,

Staphylococcal blepharitis

Staphlycoccal blepharitis is a type of external eye inflammation. As with dandruff, it is usually asymptomatic until the disease progresses. As it progresses, the sufferer begins to notice a foreign body sensation, matting of the lashes, and burning. Usually, the primary care physician will prescribe topical antibiotics for staphylococcal blepharitis. Unfortunately this is not an effective treatment.

This ailment can sometimes lead to a chalazion or a stye.^[1]

or this,

Posterior blepharitis or Rosacea associated blepharitis

The most common type of blepharitis is often found in people with a rosacea skin type. The oil glands in the lid (meibomian glands) secrete a modified oil which leads to inflammation at the gland openings which are found at the edge of the lid.

basta alam ko,blepharitis. haha. it's not contagious, nor deadleeh. haha. there. i have nothing better to do kaya nagresearch [o eff.research.paper?die.] ako. haha :)

sorry sabaw.

naisip mo na ba,ikaw na tao e namamanipula ng mga linya?

sa daan, sa cr, sa jeep, sa kama, sa lahat.

In Euclidean geometry, exactly one line can be found that passes through any two points...

mula pagkabata.

blue-to-blue. red-to-blue. form one line. arms forward.

hanggang sa pagkabinata't dalaga.

pero lalong-lalo na sa pagtanda.

sa mismong papel nga, importanteng importante ang mga linya.

lalo na yung nasa baba.

pero walang kwenta ang linyang iyon kung walang mga kurba.

pero linya parin yun.

A line can be described as an infinitely thin, infinitely long, perfectly straight curve (the term curve in mathematics includes "straight curves").

at iyong mga kurbang iyon ang magpapagalaw ng tao

at ng mga isip nila.

at paiikut-ikutin ng isang "infinitely thin, infinitely long, perfectly straight curve" ang buhay ng mga nagsasabing pinakamataas na uri ng hayop.

kung iisipin mo.maski ang tawag sa pag-inog sa mundo,

binase sa linya.

kaya tao::

tao ka nga. e linya ka ba?

*

di ko alam tawag dito.ano ba to?hahaha.di naman to tula.di rin isang joke. di rin naman isang kwento. ah alam ko na,isang thought. [oooooooh.hahahhaha]